Fiends || OBX/ Rafe Cameron

19

February 10th, 2017

"Babe, is everything out on the table?" I looked towards the door as I licked the rolling paper. "Fuck, I don't know I'm busy. As long as there's alcohol it doesn't matter."

Rafey Rafe rolled his eyes. "You're lucky I love you."

"Oh, am I now?" I joked.

Rafe was throwing a party tonight, which was nothing new, but we haven't partied in a hot minute. Honestly I haven't done nothing these past few months but be with Rafe.

I feel bad honestly for ditching John B and Miranda, but I can't help being so obsessed with my boyfriend. He's also been blowing off Kelce and Top so I can blow him.

He came over to the couch I was sitting on and pulled me onto his lap. "It's only 6:30, we have time for a quickie."

"I'm smoking and I look hot, I'm not about to be all sweaty." He pouted and put his head in the crook of my neck. "But we'll have plenty of time for fun during the party." I assured him.

"Mmm, naughty."

I kissed my boy on the lips and stood up. "Let's get this party started."

••

"SO WHAT WE GET DRUNK?! SO WHAT WE SMOKE WEED?! WE'RE JUST HAVING FUN, WE DON'T CARE WHO SEES!!" Currently drunk as fuck.

"So what we go out?! That's how it's supposed to beeeeee!!" Screamed my hot best friend.

It's only 9:30 but I don't ever know when to stop when it comes to alcohol. Miranda ended up coming, and she brought the infamous girlfriend. Getting fucked up with my best friend is something I seriously missed.

Miranda and Jessie started dancing together and I took that as a sign to leave. "I'm gonna go find Rafe, ok."

This house is fucking huge, I don't know how anyone finds anyone in here. I head out to the back and see one of those Hollister mannequins sitting by the fire pit. "Hey Top, have you seen Rafe?"

"Nah." Is all he says; doesn't even look up at me.

I start walking away, "alright."

He grabbed my wrist, "wait, I need to tell you something."

I return to my original spot and raise my eyebrow, waiting for him to continue. "So the other day I was on Rafe's phone, and I saw some interesting shit in his camera roll..."

He looked up from his drink and smirked, "it was a lot of you. With a lot less on than you have now." He paused, as if waiting for me to respond. "It was hot, seriously, I sent a few videos to myself and fuck..." he laughed, "better than pornhub. Rafe's a very lucky guy, it's a compliment."

It honestly felt like I had just been kicked in the gut. He made me sick. The fact he could just say those things is unbelievable. "Go fuck yourself."

"Already did." His creep thoughts quickly turned into a flashback of the placenta when my drink ended up on his face.

Anger isn't even the word I can use to describe what I feel. I feel violated, I feel disgusted. I've been through this shit too much before. All I want is Rafe.

"Baby, are you okay? What happened?!" I snap out of my tunnel vision and see him beside me.

"I need to talk to you, now."

He interlocked our fingers and led me to his room. "You're scaring me, Jo. What the fuck is-"

"Fucking Topper he-h-he he fucking-"

"He fucking what?!"

"He fucking watched our videos on your phone! He fuckin said how hot I was and he jerked off to me, he didn't even give a fuck! Said how lucky you were." I never seen Rafe look so mad. 

"I'm gonna kill him." Before I knew it, he was running down the stairs. It didn't take him long to find Topper because he hadn't moved the whole night. "Stand up, Top!" Before he even knew what was going on, he was on the ground.

I didn't stick around for the fight. Instead, I just left. I wasn't sober but I had sobered up enough to find my way home. I'm young, I'm only a freshman in high school, but sometimes it feels like I've been through too much shit at this age.

••

I woke up to tons of missed calls from Rafe. I sent him a text to keep him from worrying, but I know he won't.

After laying in bed until 3, I decided to get up. I smoked, I ate, and I was ready to start my day. I went on a walk that happened to pass Tanny Hill. I didn't plan on seeing Rafe today, but he did get into a fight for me.

I started walking up his driveway when I saw that douchebag's car. Topper.

What the fuck is he doing here?!

I texted Rafe to meet me outside and he was out within seconds. "Jo, babe, thank god." He hugged me and came in for a kiss but I moved my head out the way. "Is Topper here?"

He jerked his head back in response to me rejecting his kiss. "Yeah."

"Why?!"

"Because we worked it out."

"Worked what out?" I moved out of his arms. "What do you mean, we talked about the fight and we're cool now." He can't be serious.

"So you're fucking telling me that your best friend takes your phone and cums to pictures and videos of me AND sends them to himself, and you're just perfectly fucking okay with that?"

He scoffed and ran a hand through his hair. "Jo, he's my best friend what do you expect me to do? I already beat his ass is that not enough?"

He grabbed my hand and I smacked it out. "No don't fucking touch me. You're sick in the head if you think that's ok. Who knows who else he sent that shit to! He didn't even apologize to me and you don't even give a shit!" He opened his mouth but nothing came out. "I was wrong about you, Rafe."

"Jo, stop."

"I'm done. Your friends don't respect me, but if you can't even respect me why are we doing this?"

I turned on my heels and started my march down the driveway. "Jo, what are you doing?"

With teary eyes I stopped and looked back at him. "I'm done, Rafe. We're done."

And that was that.

•••••

Bitches can you even believe it's me?! This took so long and so much happened in between. So first off first week back to school and already got in trouble by campus police for weed and written up. I was so scared honestly that's never happened to me before and now it's on my permanent record #rip.

Anyways hopefully I'll be updating more. Next chapter will go back to 2020 and prob stay there for a hot minute.

Trust this isn't the end for Jo and Rafe.

Recap: Jo and Rafe have been dating a few months now. At a party, Topper reveals he's seen Jo's sex tapes and nudes, so Rafe beats him up. Nevertheless, Rafe forgave him which caused Jo to end their relationship.