1st POV: Mayuko's
Being honest, with myself deeply, I had missed being with Kai in such a close way, but when we finally became one again, I was hurt more and it was harder to be strong.
Why can't you at least let me do that Kai? Let's make everyone happy.
When it finally came to an end, I was too ashamed to look at him. That strong wall I had built was torn down by him with just his sex. I was controlled and all the emotions I was feeling had no choice, but to come out of it. I felt like he was using me as his whim, to laugh back at me in my face. I saw him just as that cruel.
But, when I saw him in a painful state, I was worried. There was no one else around to care for him and his passed out right in my arms. With wide eyes, I shook his shoulders as I looked down at his pained face.
"K-Kai, stop playing," I exclaimed, hoping this was an act.
When I discovered he was completely knocked out and his breathing shortened, I quickly unlocked and ran out the piano room, to a nearby office. They assisted him to the nurse's office and I was questioned why we were in there, but I just couldn't answer them. How could I tell them he forced me inside and took me away.
How could I?
The nurse left out after she told me, that he was just suffering with light asthma and head trauma. She had given him medicine and she said that he would be back up by next period. I could also stay to watch him and she would write me a pass to excuse me from class.
I sat on the edge of his bed and looked down at his calm face this time, with a cool wet towel placed on his forehead as he laid in the bed with his upper shirt unbuttoned and his tie that was undone by the school nurse to calm down his temperature that had rose up.
Was Kai sick?
But, Mayuko you shouldn't care. Taeyeon even told you that he was the one that caused Jessica's death. He was the one who told them men to shoot her. It was his fault.
That affection that had just come into my heart was suddenly burned, and I replaced it with angry wrath.
I'll never forgive you Kai. For now on you are the man I hate. You are my enemy.
Sternly, I kept those thoughts on my mind and I walked out of the nurse's office to get back to class.
Without remembering them, I would fall back into that same place where I was before.
Taeyeon was concerned where I was, but I couldn't bring myself to tell her. She didn't pressure me either. All during the school day, I couldn't focus on anything till it ended. I was waiting out on the front of the school for my ride to come, which was Sehun. Taeyeon was waiting with me, but she had gone to go get me a bottle of water from the machine, since Sehun and called that he was in traffic.
