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1st POV: Mayuko's

His hand suddenly became violent and in an outrage, trading places from face to my shoulders. His face was washed with fury as he shook me and I was left shocked with horror. This question was from another dreadful memory. It was like blood was painted all over my hands from that night, but the reason I did it was because....

"I wanted to take you...out of your misery."

Suddenly, he ceased and his eyes widened.

"W-What?" He asked confused and his face showed it as well.

I had did it, because I felt at that time I was just a source of problem, I didn’t want to hurt you. I had hurt too many people in my past.

A crystalline tear spilled down my cheek, as my head drifted downwards and in a low whisper, I spoke.

"Y-You even risked your life for me and n-now you hate me."

I couldn't bring my own self to look at him, as my face continued to be rained upon by my own sadness. 

But this hatred from him, I accepted it. I just wanted to talk to him, to explain and par like when the sun meets the moon in an eclipse.

For a short moment, there was silence and I forced my tears to stop.

I was strong.

Stronger than that girl you first met Kai.

With a deep breath, I looked up at him and he was looking around as if he was searching for something. But, it wasn't anything in the room he was looking for, but in his mind.

When he noticed that I was looking at him, he met my eyes and withdrew his hands. From being pulled almost nearly out the seat, I sat more back in the chair and he carefully looked at me, asking his next question. 

"The baby...what's his name?"

 My heart lighted up for some reason and I answered almost immediately. When I was with Kai all alone, it was like I could talk. I had to talk.

"K-Kai Jr."

But, I couldn't get rid of the fumbling of my mouth.

"Seohyun is jealous."

I blinked and couldn't believe she was jealous of me. Why?

If anything, I would be jealous of her having Kai. She was in his heart. 

I didn't say anything and suddenly remembered.

"Sehun," I blurted out and thought that he must be looking for me. I stood up quickly and turned, but Kai's sudden grip on my wrist restrained me from going anywhere.

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