Exotic Nights

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1stPOV/Mayuko's

Thinking for that short moment in which I had freedom from being in Kai's clutches, I sat there in another room of the mansion.It was smaller and not as fancy the main lobby was but it resembled of a living room but then again it was extremely beautiful with bright colors and a single window laced with white curtains.

Slow silent breaths I took treasuring the quietness and the freshness of my clean body and the loose bell bottom dress Kai got for me.How nice, right?Still I feel unsure of myself.

Was this love?Was that love?Was I even in love?

I didn't even notice but my cool fingers were tracing over my lips softly as my eyes were shut remembering the way he kissed me last night.Such softness,devotion,and love.That night I was sure that would be a sacred memory unlike all the others.

Those torcherous nights made me feel like I was the walking dead myself.The main person that made my life like that was no one other but the one I shared the words of love too, Kai.I fell so hard and yet so easy.

But it was too hard,to fight against him just like all those other times.Maybe it's because I'm too forgiving.Just another reason to despise-

Suddenly I was knocked out my thoughts when I heard the click of the door knob.Slowly the door opened and a chime of winters breeze hit my face sending the chill through my spine.There was no time to think so I can send signals to my brain so I could react but a new pair of eyes met mines.

My hand quickly went to the end of my dress squeezing it timidly as I looked at this tall man that was hawking my looks down."H-How can I help you?",I asked with nervousness leaking out through each syllable.

The rhythm of his steps echoed in my head as if it was the floor itself as he walked in the room, shutting the door at the same time.

For some reason the look upon his face resembled of a friendly puppy rather of a hungry dragon.

A loud of a gasp filled my mouth as I pulled back in the chair turning my head with my eyes shut when his hand was placed upon my face with his lips just inches away.

There was nothing.Nothing happened.Yet.

My eyes slowly opened seeing the man look at mines with his dark brown eyes that had a slight sparkle to them, surprisingly.

"Think I'm like the rest?",was what all he said to me with a mischievous grin drawn on his lips."You think I want your sex?",he continued and then caught me off guard for his pearly white teeth to nibble on my bottom lip.

In that moment that I had experienced before, I realized something in my crystal ball for a brain.That even if my heart was being loaned to the leader,that didn't mean my body was.I was a wash-cloth being used over and over for this rich men.Is there even a positive way to look at all this?

I let all my resistance shields down with the effect of my eyes meeting his with dead eyes completely relaxed in the chair.Just look a butterfly wings fluttering his eyelashes did.I won't be fooled by a wolf in sheep's clothing again.I won't be surprised what abuse I will go through very soon.

A hot sigh of disappointment breezed out his mouth onto my lips making them feel like hot dew on a cold window.Then a dry laugh came about as he stood up properly looking down at me like he was Namson Tower and I was the Han River instead I couldn't run away."The name is Chanyeol",he said with a big clown smile with his hand out for mines.

With only the fear of being hit I took his hand.My eyes widened as if a new world had been opened up to me as I looked up in his eyes.A palm so warm and such caring eyes.Just by this I can read Chanyeol was no harm.Yet, that didn't mean I wont keep my guards up.

"I can be a lover...a friend...or even a father image,if you find it in your heart to be",he said with a reassuring nod.My hand tightened on his with tears starting to settle in my eyes.This is what I needed.Some one who wouldn't dare to taint my body but to put a Band-Aid around my heart.Sure there was Kai but how could I count him now,he hurt me too much.When you know it's too much,you wouldn't want it to happen again.

  Will I Regret?

AN:Hello my fans.I have been gone for a long time again,right?Sorry alot of things happened in my life whether you believe it or not from family,heartbreak,to dissapointment.So from now on you may feel some of my feelings come out strong in the future chapters of this fanfic.It's good for both of us.I get to describe the emotion of love and betrayal and you get to read them.Eye for an eye,I say.This is a shorter chapter than I usually would write but it's better than nothing.Also some people say they are confused,how?Spelling grammar=no editor,sorry guys once more. <3

Also don't forget to check out the new addition:character profiles and soon I will add a love map to help see where is everyone at in this love-killer story.