1st POV: Mayuko's
The last words he just spoke were the most splendid words of galore and my heart spun in a summer dance. All signs of previous sleep were lost with an astounded wide eyed look at him. It was the words that I was waiting for in the past and when he slid a wedding band across my finger. But, then suddenly I soaked in the very last word that was at the end of the sentence.
'Today.'
He was in such a rush and there was so much that I was leaving all behind. Get married today? I knew he was serious from the way he glowered down in my eyes and the way his chest rose and fell. My mind flashed back to everything that recently happened and Sehun was wrapped in all of it. It was like this before.
My heart was entangled with Sehun and that's why it was hard to choose Kai, yet he pulled me. But, what I just learned about Sehun from Kai last night shattered all those memories. Because at those times when I watched him far away in high school, when I first saw him in the mansion, when he wanted to take me away from Kai over and over, when he held me, when he kissed me, when he said he would marry me and be a father to child that wasn't his, he was hurting everyone around me and that included me.
I thought I was being selfish.
But what he did was selfish and cruel. Why would he go that far to just get me?
Sehun, you knew all this from the beginning and made me a fool.
A fool who loved someone who stabbed me behind my back and yet I didn’t feel the leaking wound.
A fool who thought he would never hurt me and yet he was hurting me secretly.
A fool who thought he was trying to protect me from those that would hurt me, but instead he hid his own sins.
I was simply a fool.
From the thoughts racing through my mind, a tear rivaled them by escaping to speed down my cheek. My eyes jumped from the tear and began crying more. I tried wiping them away, but there was just more.
"M-Mayuko...I'm sorry."
I couldn't bring myself to speak and just hid my face in his chest.
I felt betrayed and I had no choice but to rip Sehun away from me. All what I had now was Kai. To be honest, it was only Kai who made me breathe those days. I said I hated him, but when I looked at Kai.Jr, I saw him in our baby. I loved him.
There was no way I could ever look at Sehun with the same eyes.
When I came to a conclusion of my tears, Kai aided me to go have a morning shower with him. I did as so and we just simply bathed. After, we got out, Kai ordered us breakfast from the room service and we ate diligently, but in silence. I was still recovering from myself. If it wasn't for Kai, I would have destroyed everyone around me and I would never forgive myself. I would have made myself vanish from this place.
