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1st POV: Sehun's

I couldn't let myself become too happy, for when Chae-Young agreed with my plan. It was a win-win for both of us. When I returned back to Mayuko's room, she was all alone now and rested in her bed. She looked over at me with sorrowful eyes and I sighed.

"Everything is okay," I said and she nodded simply.

Then a nurse came back into the room and checked Mayuko's vital signs and IV. She turned to me with a clipboard held tightly in her hands. "Mr.Oh, I am aware you are the care taker of Iwasa Mayuko, but please refrain from anything stressful. It can be a negative effect to her mentally and physically. Right now, she needs more rest, so...please let her sleep."

I got what she was saying and she was careful with her words, fearful like a shaky leaf.

"Very well. I'll go check on the baby and attend to some business. I'll be back by tonight," I replied.

"That sounds very good to me." 

I walked over to where Mayuko was and I leaned down, to stroke her long hair behind her ear. "I love you," I whispered and pecked her forehead softly. Her eyes sparkled and I actually felt that she needed me, relied on me. That was very good as well. With a tender smile and yearning heart to stay with her longer, I parted from her.

The nurse told me where Kai.Jr was and I went into the baby nursery, seeing him sleeping peacefully in the bed as well. I had affection for the baby of course, but I was just jealous that was all. Another nurse came up to me and I jumped from the sudden tap to my shoulder. She gave me a big smile and waved over at him. "He really is good looking. He is going to be a 'killer'. Anyhow, tomorrow, the testing will be done, so no worries dad," She joked but I didn't find it amusing.

"Alright," I said and walked off.

Right now, I had no time for jokes. Especially with other women. The only person who I could only truly smile or laugh was with Mayuko.

Everything was alright here. I just had to stay on my toes, to keep things going well for me and Mayuko.

I was back at the house and I stood in front of a white door, the door that leaded to the baby room. You can say the guess was right on the sex...on Mayuko's part. It was so obvious that she wanted a boy. Kai Jr. Just the name ticked me off more. I couldn't even lie that he was my child, because everything about him looked like kai from his eyes, nose lips, and even that tan skin tone. I hated it with a passion.

Immediately I grabbed the doorknob and twisted it with fury. I threw the door backwards and the slam to the wall ringed through my body. Even if I had Mayuko right in my palms, why was I so angry? I went to the windows and grabbed the pink curtains and ripped them down, letting the sunlight break in. 

I was saddened and yet furious as I went to each pink object in the room, destroying it in every way, be it with my hands or feet. The dream of a baby girl was diminished away and I was left with the ashes, from the reality of it all. But, no. I would make this work. I'll just have to take them both as a package.

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