1st POV: Mayuko's
It was really cruel of me to be blinded once again, but I was just so shock from the actual truth.
The truth that Sehun was keeping a secret from me.
I couldn't think straight and I ran off with Kai. We didn't run off far, but Kai drove us to a river, one that reminded me of the river back in Korea. But, this one was called Sumida River. The city lights reflected in the midst of the night in the river.
With my eyes sparkling, I kept looking in the reflection of the Sumida River as Kai held my hand, but he was looking at me rather.
"Does this feel better?"
If I forget what happened for the past days, yes.
But, the guilt of everything landed on my shoulders. I didn't create any damage yet, but I almost did. I was so close…So close to hurting the people I loved. Even if I despised the things that they did, I loved the persons themselves.
A slight smile formed on my lips as I tilted my head, looking at the water race between one another in a stream, I spoke as if I was confused.
"Can some things be unforgivable?"
Kai squeezed my hand more and I heard his splendid voice through my ears, mixed with the water of the river. It reminded me of the lake at our house. Me and Sehun's house. That was the way it was supposed to be. Could I really destroy that dream?
But, it was really a dream. It disappeared like smoke.
"Yes, there are....like if anything happened to you Mayuko that would be unforgivable. I would make sure that person never see the light of the sun or the night of the moon."
With a small laugh, I turned my head looking at him with sad eyes.
"Then are you saying that this will happen to you? Will you never see the light of the sun or the night of the moon?"
His eyes went vast as his hand shook nervously within mines. I smiled again and looked down then back at his eyes, that were looking at me with remorse, sadness, guilt...and love.
No matter what, I couldn't deny that my coldness was melted away from his somber warmth. For it to happen so quickly, it must was never there to begin with.
"D-Do you still not forgive me?"
That wasn't your fault. It was... Sehun's.
"Why didn't you ever tell me you’re the one who caused Jessica's death? But...Then again it's common sense you would have done that, because at that time you hated me."
I then turned my head looking at the streming river. You might as well call this the river of confessions. Because everything I never said before was now being revealed here. I couldn't have said it at any other time.
