1st POV/Mayuko's
All the tears ceased as we both sat up just gazing at one another. What were we waiting for? I already knew what he wanted but I wasn't sure what was right nor wrong at this point. I swallowed when I was about to speak but the sound of a ring, ring, ring interrupted me as it filled my ears which made me jump at my own surprise. Sehun looked over at his pants hearing the sound but he didn't move.
"What are you waiting for? Answer it!" I shouted feeling drowned in his own remorse and sadness. He nodded frankly and got out the bed still naked which left me looking at his frame that I was fond of. Picking up his pants, he took out the phone and slid his finger over the lighted screen. "Yes, Mrs.Han," he spoke in a serious tone which made me shiver remembering their relationship. A dead one base on money and sex. I wonder how Sehun felt about this.
I listened to his side of the conversation as he finished another line. "Yes, I'll be there soon...No, I didn't know he knew. Yes, I promise. Bye, see you soon." His arm swayed down with the phone as he hung it up with a press to the screen. Before he faced me he ran his hand through his hair wildly as he was going through turmoil in his mind. He then slammed the phone down on the table looking over at me with such pitiful eyes, "Only if you knew. Just only if you knew how much I am sacrificing for you."
I don't know it all but I know your giving me your heart, Sehun. That there is enough. These words that you say crack me up in tiny fragments. Just only if you knew how you are hurting me but I deserve it, dont I? I can't even choose who I want to be with. If you keep hurting me like this, I will have no choice but to choose Kai, who is now bathing me in kindness and love.
His head was now hanging low as he sighed calming down. Once he cooled down, he came back over to the bed with his hand outstretched to me. "I'm sorry. Come bathe with me. Your not the only one dirty.", he said softly. Slowly my slim hand was now in his palm and he pulled me to the direction of the bathroom.
Once we were in the shower after I took the heels off my feet since it seemed like he was on short time to just fill a bath tub of water but I preferred this. The warm water drenched on us as we were facing each other locking each other's eyes. He smiled shortly and reached up for the dark blue sponge then he poured on the liquid soap on it.
My lips pressed together as he placed one of his hands on my moist hip to move out of the water leaving it to rain on his back. He then let the soapy sponge come in contact with my shoulders, arms, then finally to the sensitive part of my body. "Ahh~", I moaned out lowly as he rubbed the sponge back and forth on my harden nipple then in circles to double the arousement. The fresh new feeling was made to the other one which made me even more hornier.
Finally, I could breath properly as he slid down washing my flat waist but my lungs were taken aback again. I spread my legs and gripped on his shoulders while his fingers pressed with the sponge over my hardening clit and enflamed labia. My hold on his shoulders got stronger as he let just his finger go in my hole then he slid out teasingly. "Oh, please, fuck", I groaned out as I looked at him with eyes full of grief.
