Part 37.

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I wake up about two hours later. I get up and out of my little burrow I made from the pillows and blanket. I do my morning routine and grab a hoodie from Namjoon's closet to wear since I feel cold. It's filled with the scent of him. Just the simplest thing from or about him makes me feel happy and smile like I never have before.

'He wouldn't mind right?'

I head to the kitchen to see Alex sitting at the table looking at the screen on her phone, with a cup of coffee in her hand.

"Good morning." I greet her.

"Must have been, from what I heard early this morning." She winks and smirks at me.

I look down and smile. I shrug. "Very." I said as I smirked at her.

I proceed to make myself some breakfast and found some tea to make. I sit down next to Alex once I'm done.

"So. What happened yesterday?"

I give her a look and roll my eyes.

"We made out. Nothing more." I proceed to stuff my face with food.

"And this morning?" She tilts her head.

I smile remembering our moment and what came over me.

"His stupid alarm woke me up. He told me 'good morning' and when I looked at his face, I don't know how but some thing came over me. I didn't want him to leave. I just wanted the two of us to stay in the room, away from everything."

"Mm. Sounds nice." She nodded and sipped her coffee.

Something came to mind and I was embarrassed to ask.

"D-did you really hear us?"

She snickered as she had coffee in her mouth. She shrugged.

"Just a bit. You guys weren't too loud but I suggest not doing anything extreme."

I face palm. She laughs.

"You know.. waiting is long. And you're 24. Are you, possibly feeling an itch?"

I know what she's getting at. I shrug.

"I don't know. Plus I want to know it's right and we haven't even been dating for a month. I haven't even talked to him about it."

"You should let him know. It's something important to you and I know you don't want to waste your first time."

"Yeah I know. But the fact is, when should I let him know. We aren't exactly free all the time. Well, him more than me."

"Maybe the next time you jump him." She laughs.

"I did not jump him!" I said laughing.

She starts talking about the night Jimin came over our place and told me how glad she was that I wasn't there.

I shake my head. "So I was right."

"Yes but you know I don't go all the way on the first date."

We laugh at her remark, knowing she took more risks with guys on the first date other than sex.

"Not too loud. Aren't some of the guys still here?" I say.

She shakes her head. "I think Hobi and Jin went to the studio to practice and I think Yoongi went to the Genius Lab and the rest went to work out."

"Mark too?"

She nods. "He got along very well with the guys."

"Aw good for him."

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