Entry 229: Forest of Time

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It's been several days now, I still haven't made any progress. At least I've been able to teach Calisa. Still though...

Calisa insisted we just relax today. I... Something in me broke and I panicked. Calisa lead me through some breathing exercises again. I know stressing over my task will only get me killed but, everyone I love will die. I can't

I'm so scared I'm not good enough. Even if Sidon is with me, what if it's not enough? Are we strong enough to fight against the end of the world? I guess once we're all dead it won't matter, but

I don't want that! I need to protect them. But I'm up against the literal end of the world! Can even a goddess do that? Or were they the ones who wrought this? Zelda has the power of the gods and she can only hold it back. What difference could I possibly make!?

With the time I brushed through my hair. It was... rather relaxing admittedly. Maybe it was the sound of the flowing river, feeling Bossa Nova resting his head in my lap for his nap, or closing my eyes, just taking in the feeling of the bristles running across my head but it felt nice. A part of me felt like I was with Sidon again. I felt like I was safe. I know I have his scale and his creations so he is always with me, but I could really feel it in that moment.

If only I could hold on to that feeling... maybe then I really could do anything.

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