T R A I T O R

PROLOGUE

Feeling used but I'm still missing you

And I can't see the end of this just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you realize how much I need you

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I love youDon't want to but I can't put anybody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want youYou want her, you need her and I'll never be her

I miss you when I can't sleep

Or right after coffee Or right when I can't eat I miss you in my front seat still got sand in my sweaters From nights we don't remember you miss me as I miss you? Messed around and got attached to your friends can break your heart too and I'm always tired but never of you

If I pulled you on you, you wouldn't like that

I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that I type a text but then I 'nevermind' that I got these feelings but you never mind that oh, keep it on the lowYou're still in love with me but your friends don't know if you wanted me you would just say so And if I were you, I would never let me go

I don't mean any harm

I just miss you on my arm wedding bells were just alarm caution tape around my heart you ever wonder what we could have been? You said you wouldn't and you did lie to me, lie with me, get your fix now all my drinks and all my feelings are all mixed

Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing

Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing but I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings when love and trust are gone I guess this is moving onEveryone I do right does me wrongSo every lonely night, I sing this song

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I love youDon't want to, but I can't put nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want youYou want her, you need her and I'll never be her

All alone I watch you watch her

Like she's the only girl you've ever seen you don't care you never did you don't give a damn about me yeah all alone I watch you watch her she's the only thing you've ever seen how is it you never noticed that you are slowly killing me

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I love youDon't want to but I can't put nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want youYou want her, you need her and I'll never be her