Loving you...Isn't always easy - soulmate au (Jinkook, Jihope, NamTaeGi)

"Make him smile, just one more time".

There is mention of abuse in this...please if you feel uncomfortable don't read. This isn't to offend anyone it's just for the storyline.

Jungkook POV:
I couldn't sleep all night and I felt the effects of that in the morning. My body was feeling numb and I couldn't move. I had fallen asleep on the floor, the luxurious bed was untouched. I checked the time to see it was 8am I knew Jin had work at 9am so I got up and took a shower.

I ran downstairs and started to prepare breakfast I really wished he liked it. If we couldn't be lovers then we could try being friends...I mean we literally needed each other to live. What better way to start a friendship other than food?

I set the entire table up and I saw him approaching me. I smiled as he came forward. He frowned at the food and proceeded to walk out the front door. "Jin I worked really hard on this, you should try some". Jin turned around and smirked. "Did I ask you to make this? With what right did you make this? Also how dare you call me Jin? What did I say you should call me?"

I looked at him and took a deep breath "you said to call you...m...master". He smiled at his victory and spoke in a cold tone "exactly! So fucking do it, stop trying to act like you will ever have a place in my heart". Then he held my hand very tightly as he picked up a piece of toast. He took a bite and spat it out instantly "this tastes disgusting, you're useless at cooking, you don't understand simple things, you look ugly what more do I have to deal with?"

His grip on my hand tightened and I moaned in pain. "P..please let go, it hurts". That ever present smirk appeared and he said "call me master first!"

The pain was too much so I spoke in defeat "master please let go". He did. He let go all right. He let go and pushed me to the ground, it hurt but I tried to stay strong. "How can someone mess up a piece of toast? Oh but then again you're Min Jungkook a useless omega".

Then he walked out and I cried. It hurt so much. The way he held my hand, the way he pushed me I wanted to crawl into a ball and just die. Why are you doing this to me...I'm your soulmate? I looked down at my hand and it was red.

Why was fate testing me? I thought I would escape everything my parents put me through that my mate would protect me. I guess I was wrong...I always will be a burden and I deserve to die.

I got up and went to freshen up, without breakfast and no one to take me to work I slowly left the place. I wasn't feeling great and my mind was clogged up with thoughts....thoughts of him.

I arrived at the cafe and was instantly in a bone crushing hug by my best friend Taehyung. Here's the catch though...he's Jin's younger brother. They were so different. Taehyung and I had been friends for quite a while, only recently did I actually meet Jin.

He was overseas for some business and I had never really met him until a couple of months back, now we're married. To say taehyung was happy WAS AN UNDERSTATEMENT. He was ecstatic.

Taehyung didn't want to work with Jin just yet, he was studying and he wanted a part time job. So I offered it to him and here we both are.

"Hey kookie, so how's married life? Did my brother treat you well...you know on your first night?"  Then he winked at me. I only blushed and looked away...then I remembered what really happened and tried to shrug the thought of Jin actually reciprocating my feelings. I knew it was impossible.

"Yes, Tae your brother is lovely...and we didn't do anything, I was uncomfortable and he respected that" lying to Tae hurt me more than anything jin had done so far...anything my parents had done.

He was my best friend and here I was hurting him and just lying to his face. "Really? Jin hyung never waits for anyone, he must truly love you. I know it's a bit weird saying this but my brother was a literal fuck boy. Everyone wanted him and well let's say he was with someone new every month. However, you saying he waited for you to feel comfortable, makes me happy. My brother is in love and he's changing. Thank you kookie".