Loving you...Isn't always easy - soulmate au (Jinkook, Jihope, NamTaeGi)

I wish he doesn't leave me

Namjoon POV:
Pain...absolute pain is what I felt. My abdomen hurt like hell and my mind was in a haze. My vision was blurry and I felt really needy.

Needy for Yoongi hyung to devour me, yet I still felt the need to dominate. Dominate Taehyung.

It hurt so much because I didn't have them around they always helped me and now I didn't know the situation, what was happening to us?

I was tossing and turning in my bed and my scent was suffocating me. It was very strong and it had spiked to a dangerous level.

I heard a knock on the door and I cried out in pain. "Joon your scent is off, is everything okay my child?"

That was the sweet voice of my Eomma. I cried out and shook my head no but then I realised that she couldn't see me so I spoke up with the little energy I had. "Eomma...my rut. It's too much I can't handle it".

She gasped in shock and said "Dear I'm calling your mates, hold on please".

Just like that she left and as she did another wave of pain shot through my body.

My mind was going crazy and I needed release, I needed to satisfy my mates, myself and just get rid of this feeling.

I pushed the covers off of my body and stumbled up to get some water. I gulped it down harshly and I didn't realise how much I needed it and how thirsty I truly was.

Just like that the door opened and Hoseok and Jin hyung walked in. They wouldn't be affected by my scent and I wouldn't by theirs affected either. So as long as no omega was present.

Even then I was very good at controlling myself as I was always around omegas at a young age most specifically my brother Jimin.

They helped me lie down and gently put a damp cloth on my head to reduce the high fever I was getting.

Then Jin hyung spoke "Your mates are on the way, just stay as calm as you can Joon".

I nodded still in a daze and they walked out.

I decided to get up and find something of Yoongi hyung's or Taehyung's to wear instead. I dug through the closet, feeling a little weird but figuring my mates would understand, and I end up finding an oversized t-shirt hanging on a hook that definitely smells like it's been worn recently.

I strip out of my clothes right there, the cool air on my heated skin gives me relief, and I tug on the t-shirt. I bury my nose into it for a long moment before returning back to my bed.

I try to get some relief myself, I push my body on the bed laying on my stomach as I grind onto the bed.

I had no real idea what I was doing, what was happening but I was not with it.

I wish Yoongi and Taehyung were here, I wish I was there with them.

Wherever they were.

The door bursts open as Taehyung runs in. As soon as I see him I have the sudden urge to dominate. He jumps into my arms and I can't lie but I craved him.

He too starts to produce slick almost immediately knowing I'm in my rut and I need him. As an omega that was the first thing that happens to them when they encounter an alpha on a rut.

It can get dangerous when they're not mates though.

Taehyung pulled at my hair and made me face him. He pushed his lips against mine into a sloppy aggressive and messy kiss.

Almost immediately we have our mouths open and we're both fighting for control until Taehyung gives up and I'm taking full control.

I hold Tae's face and feel his mouth, I explore every inch of his mouth almost as if Iv been deprived for years and in a way I was deprived but not as long as I'm playing it out to be.