The Giant and His Light : Book 2

Part Twenty Five

I had been a little emotional when Dr. Sherman had told me how my mother loved me a great deal. It's what I wanted to hear and my heart was getting less and less heavier where it concerned my mother. I just wanted her to get the help she needed so that we could start rebuilding our mother and daughter relationship. We were now in the car. We were going home. I was currently writing in my journal. Yes, it was hard writing while the car was moving but it couldn't be helped. I needed to write everything I was feeling at that moment before the words went away. I had told you guys that I carried my journal with me everywhere. I had been telling the truth.
Me: "Honey please slow down the car a bit." My man did as I asked. He was the best... "thank you honey." Yes, we were back on speaking terms. Our fight had ended. Finally! Thank God.
Zano: "Don't like that I don't know what you write in that book of yours woman." He grumbled. I giggled.
Me: "I prefer you calling it a journal, not a book." He grunted.
Zano: "Whatever woman."
Me: "And anyways this is a form of therapy for me. Everything I think and feel, I write it down. Even the things I think and feel about you, I write them down. So this journal is kind of personal to me. So that's why I can't let you read it." He grunted not happy. This was not the first time I had explained to him why I couldn't let him read my journal. Even though he let it slide, he didn't pass the opportunity of telling me every now and then how unhappy he was about it. Controlling giant! You guys know him. He liked to control things. That was just how he was but I couldn't let him control everything about me. A woman had to have her privacy people.
Zano: "Still don't like it."
Me: "I know but you'll have to deal honey." He grunted... "now stop disturbing me. I'm going to lose my trail of thought." He kept silent. I continued writing in my journal and when I finished I yawned and put back the journal in my purse. I was a little exhausted so I adjusted the chair a little so I could lie down. My Munchkin was doing the worst to mommy. You haven't mentioned the name you gave the baby to that man of yours. My brain piped in. Remember our deal? Yes I do. I'll tell him later. Chill your pants. You're stalling. I'm not! You are! Mxm, just go away. Whatever! So annoying this brain of mine. I put my feet on top of the dashboard and closed my eyes. I could sleep like this, really.
Zano: "My light, you're okay?" I nodded.
Me: "Just tired honey. Don't worry." He grunted. He took my hand and kissed my palm... "honey I'm sorry I broke our promise." I said after a short while looking at him. He looked at me briefly... "I'll try not to break it again okay?"
Zano: "Okay my light." And that was it. All had been forgiven.
Me: "Did I tell you that I love you today?" He smiled. I really liked my man's smiles. They lightened up my soul. Really. He shook his head. Oh yes, I hadn't told him yet since we were still having our fight and were not talking to each other earlier on.
Zano: "Tell me." He growled. This man! I laughed... "tell me woman." He ordered in that way of his. I rolled my eyes. So demanding! Typical giant!
Me: "I love you honey." I told him softly. He squeezed my hand.
Zano: "You are my heart woman." He said strongly. I smiled big, my heart melting.

I woke up the next morning feeling sick. I was currently in the bathroom kneeling on the floor vomiting in the toilet bowl. The giant was next to me rubbing my back. He wasn't happy. At all. Earlier, he had even wanted to take me to the hospital. Just imagine! Crazy I tell you. After I was done, I flashed the toilet and groaned sagging, and the giant held me. If this was how morning sickness felt like, then I was in a hell of trouble.
Me: "This is embarrassing." I told him miserably. Vomiting in front of your man wasn't the finest thing to do. Trust me.
Zano: "Let's go the hospital woman." He said brushing my hair gently.
Me: "It's just morning sickness honey. It's normal for a pregnant woman." He grunted and helped me up. I took my toothbrush and gel.
Zano: "I don't like it." He said frowning. I snorted a little. Of course he didn't.
Me: "Well...you'll have to deal honey because this could go on for the next 4 months." I told him brushing my teeth. His frown deepened. I shook my head at him trying not to laugh at how cute and ridiculous he was. I was looking at him through the mirror. I quickly rinsed my mouth. When I finished, the giant still looked unhappy... "honey it's okay really.
Zano: "Don't like feeling helpless my heart." This man!
Me: "What? No. You're not helpless at all. You brushed my back and held me in your arms through it all. Even though it was embarrassing, it felt good to have you there." He grunted.
Zano: "But you're the one suffering." I just can't with this man people.
Me: "That can't be helped honey. It comes with having a baby." He grunted... "now stop worrying about things you can't control." I told him.
Zano: "I'll do more research and find out ways to help you my heart." My giant! My heart was in a puddle of goo.
Me: "Okay honey." I told him softly. He pulled me into him and his hands rested on my stomach. He breathed me in.
Zano: "Are you feeling okay now?"
Me: "I feel fine, just a little tired." He grunted.
Zano: "Maybe you shouldn't go to school today." I laughed rolling my eyes.
Me: "Stop it. I'm going." He grunted... "hurry up and shower. You'll be late for work...again." Ever since we found out that we were pregnant, the giant had been going in late at work. My classes started at 9:15 and he had to be at work at 7:00 but now he went to work after dropping me off at school.
Zano: "It's fine woman."
Me: "One of these days, you'll get fired." He snorted loudly.
Zano: "Impossible." So cocky! ... "shower with me my heart."
Me: "It'll take longer if I do."
Zano: "So what?" He asked kissing my neck.
Me: "So..." I trailed off and moaned when squeezed my breasts and tweaked my nipples over my T-shirt. He was trailing kisses on my neck... "honey..." I breathed.
Zano: "Want my mouth or cock woman?" Gosh! His hand was between my thighs now. I hated and loved it when he made me choose. He chuckled... "I'll give my woman my tongue, then my cock later." And that's what he did. And the giant's tongue was the best people!