Jack Gilinsky Part 9

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'MAHOGANY' i screamed when i saw how much blood i was laying in and the pain i was going through was just excruciating, she ran up and saw me laying their crying in pain 'oh my god y/n' she ran to me and tried to help me up so she could carry me to the car but it was so hard to move, i tried my best to walk but my legs just wasn't working. she managed to sit me in the car and drive us to the nearest hospital, the nurses put me in a chair and toke me into the emergency room. they started doing checks and gave me some sort of drug to help with the pain, i looked over at the time and saw it was 1pm and i knew that jack would be at the house now and to be honest just thinking about him made me strong.

'what the hell was all that blood in y/n bed' i heard someone say behind the door and shortly realized it was jack 'we don't know yet the doctors are checking her and her body is filled with drugs so she doesn't feel any pain' mahogany said back 'let me see her' 'sorry sir your not allowed to be in their at the moment' one of the nurses said 'what do you mean she's my girlfriend let me see her' i heard jack groaning and trying to push past the security that the nurse called up.

the doctors finished taking my blood and connecting me up to the machine, they opened my legs and looked around since the blood came from their i saw the doctor put his head down which was starting to scare me. they finally let everyone come in and as soon as jack saw me he broke down and started crying on the floor which made me cry i could see the hurt in his eyes and the way he was crying was like he couldn't even breath, sam managed to carry him out to calm him down. 'miss would you like to call any of your family' i was thinking about but i really didn't want my family to come and make a big scene so i told the nurse i wouldn't.

jack finally came back in and i could see the puffiness in his eyes from crying, i was so weak to speak or even try to move so i just laid their, jack brought a chair to one side and sat their whilst holding my hand mahogany was crying silently so sam went up to her and hugged her, i slowly started getting dizzy and could feel my eyes shutting.

i woke up from the doctors voice i blinked my eyes a couple times and saw that jack was laying with me on the bed and wrapped his arms around me tightly, i managed to sit up to look at the doctor 'the good news is that your okay and their is nothing wrong with you' i heard jack sign in relief and hug me but i knew there was something else 'what's the bad news' my face was straight and i tightened my grip on jacks hand preparing myself for the worst 'i'm very sorry to say this miss but you had a miscarriage' my heart stopped beating for a second and could feel my body going cold 'what do you mean a miscarriage how could she have a miscarriage' jack said and let go of me and stood up on his feet 'it could have been anything from it being weak to miss y/l/n having stress' i sat their looking at my hands and saw how white i was starting to get 'i need to get out of here' i said to the doctor and started to move the sheets off me 'i'm sorry miss but you would have to stay a little longer just so we could check if everything is okay' i looked over at jack and saw him sitting on the seat with his head in his hands, mahogany and sam walked out and left us alone and for the first time in ever i didn't want to be alone with him, i laid down on the bed leaning on my side and facing away from jack i couldn't help but start crying in the sheets. i felt jack come on the bed and wrap his arms around me and this is what i needed, i needed him to be their for me instead of letting me go through this alone, i turned and started crying his his chest 'i'm so sorry i lost your baby' i managed to say 'no way baby it wasn't your fault i'm the one that was stressing you out if anything it was my fault' i felt jacks tears hit my face which made me cry even more 'i had all the signs and i didn't even start my period i should have checked and been more careful' i scrunched jacks shirt in my hand because i was so mad at myself 'baby it wasn't you fault please don't beat yourself up' he pulled me in tighter and didn't let me go not once, the doctor came in again and told us that we could leave so i wore the clothes that mahogany brought me and went back home.

later that night-

i still haven't spoke a word i just went straight to my room dropped my bags on the floor and climbed out my window to this little sitting area i had, i started thinking about it and started thinking of reasons why i couldn't keep the baby anyways well firstly i had really strict parents that would never let me keep it, i'm way to young to have a baby even though i'm 18 i still think that's to young, jacks carrier i couldn't destroy that for him and i'm still a baby to be having a baby. and then i started thinking of reasons why i would keep it and the only reason why was because jack would be an amazing father, their wasn't anything else and their shouldn't be. jack came up behind me and sat me in between his legs and wrapped me up 'baby i'm so sorry about today i swear i'm going to be their for you no matter what even if your mad at me' i signed just thinking about the future and a little scared as well 'jack honestly i would have never kept the baby' 'WHAT WHY!' 'because jack were young and we can have children when were older i don't want to ruin anything for you and your future' 'baby that's impossible because you are my future' just hearing those words come out his mouth made my heart feel more warmth we sat their on the roof for a little longer talking, i swear i was so lucky to have someone like jack in my life he has helped me through everything even if it has taken him years.

4 years later-

4 year later me and jack have been getting stronger and stronger jack has finally become and huge singer song writer with jhonson and have been traveling everywhere around the world, i have opened my own clothing line and soon opening a shop as well which was really exciting news.

'hurry y/n you have to tell him' mahogany pushed me out of the kitchen and into the family room today was jacks birthday and everyone was here i grabbed my present and sat in jacks lap 'hey baby' i first gave jack a card and watched him open it 'June 15th what does that mean' i then handed him the box and watched him open it and reveled a pregnancy test 'are you being serious WHERE GOING TO HAVE A BABY' jack screamed out and hugged me and kissing me 'this is the best present ever' jack started kissing my belly and then my lips, i stood up and everyone was hugging me and jack saying congratulations.

after the party i went back up to the roof with my orange juice since i was only allowed to drink that and heard jack come behind me again 'baby i have never been so happy in my life' i laughed and held jack arms around my body 'i'm so happy i can make you happy' i kissed jacks neck then kissed his lips 'baby i told you i would always be their for you no matter what' we sat their watching each other and jacks would draw shaped on my belly 'i love you so much baby' 'i love you to' 'i wasn't talking to you i was talking to my baby' jack said and i hit him as a joke 'okay okay okay i love you' he gave me a kiss and we sat their just taking in the moment.

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