Being With The Doctor

Telling Rose About Our Past

The Doctor's POV
I went back to the med bay after I put Amara in her room. I was so stressed right now. Amara was going to have my child.
I heard the door open behind me and by the sound of the feet it was Rose.
"Doctor, what's wrong?" She asked softly.
"Nothing Rose go to bed." I said.
"Doctor, I know when somethings wrong." She told me pushing me to tell her.
"It's Amara." I told her my face falling, going emotionless.
"What about her?" She asked me innocently.
"Amara's pregnant, with my child." I told her in a sad voice. The saddest my voice has been since the war.
"How?"
"The Daleks must've gotten my DNA last time I saw them." I told her with a long sigh.
"Is that all that's wrong?" She asked giving me a hug.
"This has happened before." I confessed.
"When?" She asked in a worried voice.
"You should ask Amara that." I told her sternly.
I walked out and to my room and collapsed on my bed.
I hope this ends well. I thought before I fell asleep.
Amara's POV
I got up and got dressed in jeans and a white t-shirt. I walked out of my room and to the Doctor's.
On the way there I noticed that my stomach was growing already.
On the way there I bumped into someone. I looked up and saw that it was Rose.
She looked determined.
"Why didn't you tell me?!" She asked me while yelling.
"What?" I asked confused.
Rose's POV
I went looking for Amara after the Doctor told me to ask her about the past.
On the way there I bumped into someone.
I looked up to see Amara. I suddenly became very determined.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked/yelled.
"What?" She asked confused.
"That you were pregnant with the Doctor's child before." I told her more calmly this time.
"It never came up Rose, and also I didn't really want to talk about it." She said with a small tear trailing down her cheek.
My emotions softened and I kind of started to pity her.
"I'm sorry Amara, I didn't mean to upset you." I said feeling guilty.
"No no. That's okay. I should've told you ages ago." She told me shaking her head.
I smiled sadly and gave her a hug.
"Come on follow me." She said.
I nodded and followed her down the hallways of the TARDIS.
Amara's POV
I led Rose to the library to tell her the truth about me and the Doctor.
When we got there I led her to a huge plush couch and sat down. Rose sat down next to me.
"Rose has the Doctor ever mentioned me before?" I asked.
She shock her head no.
"Of course not! Just like him always running away from the problems instead of dealing with them." I said.
"I'm sorry Amara, but I really do not know what you're talking about." She said.
"On Gallifrey, the Doctor and I were soul mates. Every Time Lord has one, it's just rare that they meet. So when I met the Doctor, I was surprised that we were soul mates. We fell in love when we first met. I knew instantly that we had to be soul mates. But the Doctor wasn't my first kiss or really my first anything. But when we did you know, I found out I was pregnant a month later. I was terrified. I mean I didn't even tell the Doctor for another week after I found out." I looked down saddened by what happens next. "And when I did tell him he left. He never came back until the war. And that day he forced me to go to Earth. But the thing is, the TARDIS he sent me in, something went wrong, instead of landing it crashed. I lost the baby and I didn't know where I was." I looked up, the tears were flowing down my face. "I didn't see him for another 35 years after that." I told her.
She looked at me and gave me a look of pity.
"I'm so sorry Amara, you didn't deserve that." She said.
"It's funny 'cause he never even asked how I regenerated." I said with a light laugh.
We heard the door open and the Doctor calling out for us.
I wiped my tears and called out, "We're in here Doctor."
He walked over smiling.
"Well girls where do you want to go?" He asked.
"I was thinking just staying in bed." I told him.
Rose nodded liking my idea.
He smiled and nodded. I smiled and got up. I said good bye to them and left the room heading to my bedroom.
Rose's POV
As soon as we heard the door shut again I dropped my fake smile and walked up to the Doctor. I slapped him. He looked really shocked and wide eyed.
"What was that for?" He asked.
"You don't just leave someone when they're going to have your baby!" I whisper yelled at him.
"What?" He asked, eyes wide with fear of what I was going to say.
"I was traveling that whole time with you and you didn't mention her once. Even through she's your soul mate!" I told him.
"How? How do you know that?" He asked.
"She told me." I said.
He looked hurt by Amara telling me what he did to her.
"That's not true." He insisted.
"Oh yeah? So when she told you that she was going to have a baby, you didn't run away?" I asked with an eyebrow raised.
"Yes that is true." He told me.
I gasped and hit him again.
"Ow!" He yelled.
"You don't just leave someone you love and care about!" I yelled.
"I was scared Rose! How do you think it feels when you're only just met a few years ago and then she pregnant a few weeks before our wedding? For Time Lords that's disgraceful. So yes Rose I was scared, so I ran away. And didn't return until the war." He told me walking away once he was finished. Leaving me speechless.
Amara's POV
I was getting ready to have a shower when someone knocked on the door to my room. I sighed, grabbed my robe and went to answer. Who I was expecting was Rose. But who I got was completely different.
It was the Doctor.
"What do you want Doctor? I was just going to have a shower." I told him.
"You told Rose." He stated sadly.
I looked at him and shrugged.
"She asked me Doctor. And anyway you're the one that told her to ask me." I stated.
He looked into my eyes and sort of stared for a while.
What he did next surprised me a lot.
He kissed me.
He kissed me with so much force that I stumbled back a few steps and fell onto my bed. I started to kiss him back. He nibbled my bottom lip for entrance. I allowed him in and moaned when his tongue started battling for dominance with mine. He took his mouth off of mine and started to kiss down my neck. I moaned loud when he hit my soft spot. He smirked and made his way back to my mouth. We started to make out again. There was a knock on my door, but we didn't hear it so who ever it was just walked in.
"Oh my god!" We heard Rose yell.
We stopped and looked at her and saw that she was turned away and blocking Jack's view.
I looked at the Doctor and laughed.
"Why what's going on?" Jack asked.
"You don't want to know." Rose said pushing him out into the hallway and shutting the door.
I was still laughing but I soon stopped when the Doctor kissed me again.
"I love you Amara." He moaned.
"I love you too Doctor." I told him.
I pecked his lips one more time, then got up and went into the bathroom and closed the door. I turned on the shower and took my robe off. I got in the shower and started to wash my hair. I heard the door open and turned around I poked my head out hiding the rest of my body behind the curtain. The Doctor was standing there.
"What now?" I asked.
"Just wondering how long it will take for you to have a shower." He told me.
"Not long if someone stops talking to me." I told him. "Just go wait outside. I'll be out in a minute."
He smiled and walked out.