Double Agent (Fem Reader X Tony Stark)

Chapter 29 - Nightmares

I was hiding in the shadows of the shipyard, Ultron and the twins were here. I hold my batons and jump out as a man tries to shoot Nat. He screams as I electrocute him, I roll forward and kick the back of a mans knee. I tackle him down and knock him out. I then roll forward again and stay kneeled down, shooting at the flying bots.

"Nat. Can you get the man behind me." There was no answer. "Nat!" I yell. I spin around and shoot the man running at me. "Your not sneaky." I mutter.

Suddenly a hand appears beside my head. I spin around to shoot only to see I was back in the Red Room. I look down at myself...I was wearing a leotard. I gasp as something hits my back, I turn to see the instructor with a yard stick. "Do it again!" My feet move for me, I gasp in pain again as the instructor hits me, I do a small leap, falling as she smacks my knees. "Pathetic!"

I turn again to see I was now dressed in black. I stand up, holding a pistol as I approach a woman sitting down with her back to me. "Kill her. Take the child." A voice says in my ear piece. I knew I was only ten years old.

"This is wrong." I whisper.

"If you don't do this, you won't pass the test. Dreykov will punish you again. Do you want your other sister to die too?"

I hold my gun up to the back of the woman's head, then I shoot. Internally I was screaming, crying. But I didn't show it as I walk over and grab the five year old, she was screaming in terror. I inject her neck to make her pass out. I look over to see a family photo of her and her mom. Her mother's name was Shelby....her name was Anna.

When I turn, I see Dreykov. "Good job, my little Y/N. I'm so proud of you." He pats my face. "You got me another girl...I knew I could always rely on you."

When I turn again, I am suddenly punched. I look up seeing Dreykov again, this time I was only six years old. He starts kicking my stomach, cursing at me.

Suddenly I wake up. I was back home at the tower. I was sweating and breathing heavily as I reach over to see Tony was gone. Did I dream everything? I go downstairs and into the kitchen, "Tony?" I rub my eyes.

No one was here.

I walk towards the lab, stopping as I hear moaning. I tiptoe further to see Tony's back, his pants slightly pulled down. He doesn't notice me as I walk up next to him, starting to cry as I see a blonde woman bent over his desk while he fucked her.

I look down to see a gun in my hand, Tony starts laughing. I look up to see him staring at me, still fucking the woman. "Oops." He laughs. I hold my gun up and aim at the woman, suddenly shooting. Tony drops the woman and walks over to me, pulling up his pants. "Oh come on...you know you can forgive me. You can't live without me. Without me your nothing. You know I'm right."

I cry as he hugs onto me, pulling the gun up and pressing it in the side of his head.

I scream as I pull the trigger, opening my eyes to see Steve and Clint holding me down in the Jet. I look around to see everyone look defeated...looked upset. I stare at Tony, confused on what just happened.

"Dove it's okay...your safe now." Clint kisses the side of my head. "I have to get back up front...Cap, can you watch her?"

"Of course." Steve sits down on the floor beside me. I pull my self over to him and hold onto his arm tightly. "Y/N....what happened?"

I shake my head, tears falling down my cheek as I close my eyes.

I was a monster. I stole young girls for Dreykov...I helped keep the Red Room open...how could I forget about this?