43. You're Safe With Me

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smut? kinda?

I find myself in bed as the clock strikes 2pm. I feel like I can't move. Like the worlds collapsing on top of me.

The sandwich JJ had made sits next to me. But i'm not hungry. "hey love," JJ lays next to me.  "do you wanna go surf?" he asks. I shake my head.

He pulls me into his arms and kisses my temple. "Cam, have you been taking your meds?" I dreaded him asking this. Honestly... I hadn't. I knew this would happen if I didn't but when I'm on them I feel like a robot.

"no" I mutter. JJ gets up and rummages round the bathroom. He comes back with my meds in hands. "sit up" the blonde instructs me. Reluctantly, I sit up.

He sits next to me, reassuring me how much he loves me. "take a few bites of this then your meds" I shake my head no. Tears welling up in my eyes for a reason I'm not even sure of as I cling to JJ. "I just wanna be happy" I whimper into his chest.

He rubs my back "shhh I'm here, I got you, you're safe with me" he reassures. His words swirl around my head.

you're safe with me.

I pull away, wiping my tears. JJ kisses me gently. I take a few bites of food, then my meds. "I'm proud of you" he peppers kisses around my face.

Sometimes it's just the little things that make my heart erupt. "I'm gonna take a shower" I stand up. "Can I come?"

I put on a thinking face for a second. "no sex Jay. I mean it" I scold the blonde. He eagerly nods, standing up and making his way to the bathroom.

With a laugh I follow him into the bathroom. I pull off my clothes when I feel a pair of lips attach to my neck from behind. "Jay" I grumble. "sorry you're just irresistible" he murmurs through kisses.

I cant help but tilt my head back at the feeling. After the few minutes of bliss I realized we've been wasting hot water and shove him off, getting into the shower without a word.

JJ pouts behind me, getting in as well. I begin washing my hair and body, totally ignoring JJs smart remarks the whole time. "this isn't fair" he whines.

Honestly I still felt like shit, tired... sad. But I knew I could have fun with this. I turn around with a smile. "you're whiny today" I peck his lips, wrapping my arms around his neck. "I wonder why" JJ grumbles looking down at his boner then back up at me.

I smile and kiss down his whole body until i'm on my knees. I send him one last grin before taking him in my mouth. His head immediately gets thrown backwards with a moan. I don't break eye contact, pulling away a little and twirling my tongue around the tip.

"fuck Cam" he groans while taking some of my hair in his fist and pushing my head onto him.

It doesn't take long for him to finish, hot cum shoots down my throat and some drips down my chin. I stand up, licking my lips. "you're so hot" he chuckles and kisses the top of my head

After our shower activities we dry off and get dressed. I really am one lucky girl...

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