Teenage Dirtbag || JJ Maybank ||

21. Virgin

Camilla's POV

I lay with my head on JJs chest as we watch a movie together. Kie and Pope where home, John B was with Pope so it's just me and JJ. "this is sad" I whimper, referring to the movie. We where watching Wonder but the dog had just died.

"no it's not" he laughs at me. I frown dramatically "but the dog died!" I continue complaining. Our bickering goes back and fourth for awhile and some how ends up in a hot make out sesh.

JJ picks me up, his hands resting below my ass as he carries me to his room. So much had happened today it felt good to feel the boy I like so much holding me tightly.

His lips travel down to my collar bone as he plops me down leaving purple bruises. The blonde hands travel around my body, fumbling with the bottom of my shirt. He goes to rip it off but I shake my head.

"if you're dating me for sex I can't do this" I blurt, pushing him off me. "what!? No! I thought- I thought you wanted to, I-i'm sorry" he apologizes frantically.

"it's ok I just- never mind"

The blonde tilts his head in confusion. "you can tell me it's ok" he reassures me, holding me tightly in his arms. I shake my head "I'm sorry" my lips press to his cheek.

JJ rubs my back letting my nuzzle my face into his neck. "I'm a virgin" the words fall out of my mouth, the nerves more than clear in my shaky voice. It was only fair that he knew.

Shame fills me for some reason. I wasn't ashamed of it, everyone's a virgin at some point. "that's nothing to be ashamed of, Ill wait until you're ready and if you decide that you just don't like it or don't want to that's ok to"

I'm taken aback by his words, this was so weird coming from him. "you're to perfect" I blush, getting closer to him. "Oh I know, I'm a Leo." he implies proudly. "Kie taught me that"

My eyes roll back as I sit up, making my way to the kitchen. As I dig through the fridge for food JJs arms snake around my waist from behind.

"you're clingy" I joke, spinning around and kissing his cheek before shoving him off. "I'm just happy to call you mine" he shrugs.

Somehow we end up playing music and dancing. "I really don't know how to actually dance" he laughs. I take his hands placing them on my hips and wrapping my arms around his neck "just sway back and fourth to the music" I say with a smile.

We rock back and fourth in a comfortable silence just enjoying each other's company. Our foreheads press together "you're beautiful" he whispers making a blush creep to my face. "you're pretty" I smile back.

When the song ends JJ spins me around causing us to both laugh. "we should get some sleep it's been a really long day" I say and JJ agrees happily.

We crash onto his bed "do you ever miss your family? Even tho they screwed you over?" JJ asks. "ya I do, I doubt they miss me tho" my shoulders hang low "why do you ask?"

"I dunno just curious" he smiles. The blonde rips his shirt off leaving him in basketball shorts as he cuddles into me. My hands glide through his hair, massaging his head until he falls asleep.

I close my eyes, drifting off to the sound of JJs breathing, his hand interlocked with mine. "goodnight bub" I whisper, closing my eyes and falling asleep myself.

Today was one hell of a day...