My leg bounces rapidly as we sit in the doctors office. JJ rubs my thigh comfortingly. "Cami" he whispers, grabbing my attention. I look up at him "if you are pregnant, would you get an abortion?" he questions.
"I don't know... would you want me to?"
JJ shakes his head "that's totally up to you, but I'd be there every step of the way" he kisses me softly.
"Thorton!"
We follow the doctor into a room where I lay on the bed and JJ sits next to me. "just a pregnancy confirmation?" she asks. I nod my head rapidly "ya"
She puts the cool gel on my stomach and starts the ultrasound. JJ stares intently at the screen while I look up that the ceiling.
"I'm sorry..." the doctor sighs. I look up "w-what?" I mumble. JJ takes my hand in his and squeezes it softly.
"you are- where... pregnant. The baby passed away I can't find a heartbeat. In the next few days you'll probably experience some blood clots and stomach pains. I'm sorry for your loss" is the last thing she says before leaving.
Without any words I start making my way to the car, JJ following close behind. I get in the passenger seat and just stare. "you ok love?" he asks. "we could've had a baby... but it probably died because I was drinking and shit" I say, tears forming in my eyes.
No, I didn't want a baby right now. But losing a child hurts, yes it was a clump of cells but it was a life. JJ pulls me into him "shhhh you're alright it's ok, this was not your fault" he comforts me but his tears form as well.
It wasn't a secret that JJ secretly hoped for a baby, he's always blabbed about wanting kids. "we're gonna get through this together" he reassures.
I look up at him "I love you" I wrest my forehead on his. "I love you too" he smiles through the tears.
After a minute or so JJ begins to drive, not to the chateau though. He pulls into the house we had previously put an offer on. "what are we doing here?" I sniffle.
"we're home" he kisses me with a soft smile "they called this morning"
A smile tugs at the corners of my lips. "holy shit" I say, getting out of the car. JJ follows me as we go into the house. He knew that this would cheer me up.
I lay down in the middle of the living room and JJ lays next to me. "our baby was supposed to grow up here" I choke.
"we're gonna have a house full of kids one day CeCe"
My head slowly nods, trying to shake the thought that I just lost a child from my mind.
JJ rolls over so he's on his stomach next to me. "you're so beautiful" he coos, tucking a piece of hair being my ear. "I'm the luckiest guy in the world"
I sit up and little and kiss him softly. "I'm the luckiest girl in the world." I whisper back. We make our way around the house to see what the previous owners has left behind.
They had actually left quite a lot of nice things like tables and stuff. JJ notices me standing in the kitchen, holding my stomach. He removes my hands and holds them in his, crouching down and presses a kiss to my stomach, then my lips.
After he hugs me, we stand in silence just enjoying each other. Holy hell do I love this boy...
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