One-shots (Bakudeku/Dekubaku)

I WANNA DIE

A/N: ya know that meme "I Wanna Die" well this is it just as a Wattpad story. I am in love with the meme but where's the plot, the thrilling does he live or not? I love it but it pisses me off so I decided to do it as a story.

Just a normal- yeah you're not falling for that bull shut again are you? Come on it's me Pyso nothing is ever normal when I right. Class 1-A was in the class room covered in bruises, cuts and dirt from there class mission to fight a villain. The villain name was Veltra, Veltra was caught trying to kidnap a much of kids from an elementary school, he didn't succeed as Izuku and Katsuki was beating the crap out of him while the rest of class 1-A was either protecting the students/staff that was there or making sure the building doesn't collapse due to the destruction.

Of course everyone survived but an out break of a quirk was off due to all of this stress. Apparently one of the kids had a super powerful quirk that allows an younger version of yourself enter the future. Though the kid was young and his quirk was still growing it worked perfectly, the kids quirk worked to about 6 months-1year basically when they was in middle school. The whole class was affected by it. It wasn't that bad if a quirk for most of the class but for Izuku, this was the worst case scenario. We all know that middle school wasn't the best for him. It was worst.

3months in the mental hospital from a suicide attempt. He wasn't even sad at that point, he was pissed. He just wanted to die, anything he'll fine he will try to cut or suffocate himself with. Thankfully he never succeeded as time went on, he grew a passion for writing, he decided to live and maybe his dream will happen, and it did. He found hope after losing it. But now he was going see it all again. See how far he came. This is a bad time, Izuku was a shame to even think of what happened in the past much less experience it. He didn't want this, the past was the one thing he didn't want to be apart of anymore.

Katsuki was tapping Izuku's shoulder for about a good 3 minutes now trying to get his attention. Katsuki knew what happened in the past, he knew because he's the one that called for Izuku to be put in the mental hospital after his attempt to take Katsuki's advice. After Izuku go better Katsuki deeply apologize for his actions, admitting that he had no intentions to have the bullying go so far, he only wanted to stop the overwhelming feeling of love he has for him. Izuku accepted the confession as he also had a crush on Katsuki that only grew stronger as the years went on. Once again Katsuki tapped his boyfriends shoulder trying to get his attention.

Izuku finally looked at Katsuki. "It's going to be ok nerd, maybe it's from a different date and not that day." Katsuki said. Izuku sighed. "But we don't know that Kacchan, you remember what today is?" Izuku asked. Katsuki thought of a moment while his face went wide. Damn it, it was September 28, the day he was desperate to end it all, the day he was bloody from all the cuts he gave to himself on the school roof with a knife in his head ready to jump. That didn't happen, Izuku was pissed at Katsuki back then. The worlds that Izuku said to him still replayed in his head like a broken record "you won't let me live, you won't let me die, I'm just a slave to you huh"

Katsuki looked around the room as everyone middle school self would come and go one by one. Some emotional topics came up for some people, some innocent topics came on for some people and well for some people nothing changed(mineta). Then it was Katsuki's turn. Katsuki middle school self appeared in sweat and tears. As soon as younger Katsuki figured out he wasn't in the scene he was taken from. "no, no, no, NO! DAMN IT SEND ME BACK!" Younger Katsuki shouted. Everyone was surprised, what was happening that he needed to be sent back. Shota went up to Younger Katsuki and older Katsuki also went up to him. "Damn it! He going to-" Katsuki was cut off by spotting Izuku sitting there.

Shota took a deep breath "you are in the future, this is UA high, kid." Shota said. Younger Katsuki looked at who was Present Katsuki. "He didn't do, he fine now, it's ok." Katsuki said to his younger self. Younger Katsuki looked at Izuku. "I'm sorry." Younger Katsuki said with tears in his eyes. Izuku walked up to younger Katsuki and hugged him. "I'm alive aren't I." Izuku said. Younger Katsuki nodded. "That's because of you." Izuku said. Younger Katsuki looked up. "You saved me, you helped me." Izuku said. Younger Katsuki started to fade away.

Izuku stood there as it was his turn. Katsuki was also there for support. It was confirmed by younger Katsuki that today was the day, the exact time. Izuku didn't want this but he had to face it, he had to face his past, he had to at least give his younger self that there was hope to move on. Izuku held Katsuki hand tightly waiting for his younger self. Everyone else was so excited to see younger Izuku, he must have been so cute back then, cute wasn't even part of it but little do they know. The lights started to flicker everyone got a little nervous due to the fact the lights didn't flicker for anyone else.

Younger Izuku appears blood down his uniform, knife in his hand with tears down his eyes. Everyone was surprised. That haven't known Izuku was suicidal back then. That was one secret besides one for all they kept from the class, in fact not even All might knew about it. Younger Izuku looked around with anger and hatred in his eyes. "DAMN IT!" He yelled scaring a few students. "WHY AM I HERE! I WAS SUPPOSED TO FINALLY END IT ALL!" He yelled out again. Everyone was looking at Older Izuku who looked down in shame.

Shota was shocked as well. "Y-you're in the future kid." He manage to get out under all that shock. "Future! I don't have one! Today was supposed to be the day I-" younger Izuku was cut of by eye contact with his older. "What you doing here! Why aren't we dead!" Younger Izuku said. "Listen younger-" Izuku as cut off. "This isn't right, take a damn hint, I don't want to live anymore!" Younger Izuku shouted. The younger had enough and came at Izuku was the knife in his hand. Izuku knew this would happen. He grabbed the younger by the hand he had the knife in and pinned him on the wall. Everyone was shocked.

Shota actives his quirk. "What's going on?!" Shots asked. Katsuki looked at the class. "I'll explain everything once this is done." Katsuki said. The class nodded. Younger Izuku was still trying to stab either himself of his older self. Izuku looked at himself. This is who he used to be. "Listen to me Izuku, look where we are, look at our uniforms." Izuku said. Younger Izuku stopped everything and looked, his eyes widen as he saw the UA high uniforms. He did it, he actually got in. "W-we're at UA?" He questioned.

Izuku nodded. "We did it younger me, we experienced happiness again." Izuku said. The younger dropped the knife and broke down crying into Izuku's arms. He kept chanting "I'm sorry" all over again. I you kept him close, maybe this wasn't a bad thing, he needed this, he needed to see how he was back then when he felt like no one was there. Katsuki walked up to the middle schooler and kneeled down as the 3 of them were on the floor. "Izuku..." Katsuki started.

Younger Izuku looked at Katsuki with shocked, he called me Izuku with no insult Younger Izuku though. "I'm sorry, and I will be sorry for this day." Katsuki said Younger Izuku was slowly starting to fade away. "That's all I ever wanted to hear." Younger Izuku said while smiling and slowly disappearing. Izuku and Katsuki looked at the knife on the floor. The knife that had Izuku's blood on it. "So that's where it went that day." Izuku said smiling.

AND DONE!
OK BUT LIKE THIS WAS FIRE
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