Stuck in Between / BlindChannel

Extra: Impossible to measure

Me and Joel have done plenty of things, but this was the first time for something like this. I had no idea what he was thinking the whole time I felt his eyes on me, burning all over my body when I slowly made my way to him. It was like I had totally forgotten that we were not alone here, but I could only see him. And he was focused on me. The moment I finally landed on his lap I could see the hunger in his eyes. The way he looked at me was so.. I don't know what but I could see that he liked what he saw. When the music stopped, I leaned my forehead against his, just like we had planned to end the dance. My breath was getting deeper and faster, so was his, and the only thing he could do, was to pull my lips on his and kiss me the way he had never done before. I could feel his hunger in it. The love. Passion. Everything, and it got me speechless. I wasn't supposed to be the one left without words but he just managed to do that.

"I love you so fucking much, Ro.. " he whispered once we pulled away from the kiss. My cheeks were heating up and I wrapped my hands around him.

"Happy birthday babe.." I whispered into his ear. Damn I wanted this man right here and right now but we had a party waiting us at home and people coming soon. So I had no choice than to get up and go change my clothes.

We got to our place and the girls helped me to serve all the foods we had prepared last night. They were like angels. After that was done, I went quickly to put something more nice on and just as I had pulled off my Led Zeppelin shirt, Joel stepped into our bedroom.

"God,woman... " he whispered and gently pushed me against the wall behind me.

"Hmm? Did you enjoy my little surprise"I asked smiling while Joel's eyes wondered between my eyes and my chest.

"Loved every second of it.. If only we were alone now... You know I'd take you so good all night long..."he whispered against my lips and then connected his with mine. The kiss was similar to the one he gave me back at the studio and to be honest, I was hoping that the party would end already. It hadn't even started yet but I felt so needy after Joel right now.

"Only that... we're not alone..." I sighed as Joel moved his lips to my neck and gently bit my sweet spot.

"Guess we have to wait a bit.." he pulled away and left me to change my clothes. Fuck my body was crying after him and I had to take a minute before even thinking clearly what to wear. I needed Joel tonight so I decided to put on something that I knew he liked, so I ended up with short black off shoulder dress. It did not have too much details, but I knew it was something he enjoyed to see me wearing.

Porko and Pauline were looking so cute while she was sitting on his lap on our couch, talking and laughing. It felt good to see that he had finally found someone who managed to keep his mind busy more than one night. And Pauline definitely was the right one for Joonas. I knew him by my heart and she was all I ever pictured for him. Niko and Miryam had left a while ago, they seemed to be more in love than ever before and I guess Niko was finally getting the attention he had been waiting so calmly the past weeks. Another perfect match.

Talking about perfect matches, Joel's gaze caught my eyes from the other side of the living room where he was talking something with Santeri and Tommi. Tommi was just explaining something to them but Joel kept eyeing on me and sent me a flying kiss through the room. The butterflies were again awoken. They kept flying around my stomach, making me smile. He was all I ever needed in my life. My ride or die. I don't even know how my life would be anymore if we hadn't got together on that 14th of August 2013. Everything we experienced then, or lately, got us back together. Like he said the night he proposed me again, that if that all alone did not show us that we are meant to be, then I don't know what. We've been through the darkest dark and here we were again, still flirting with each others through the living room even tho we were already engaged. That's what I loved tho. The flirt never ended when we got together.