dear you, my future boyfriend, my future girlfriend, the love of my life
to be with me is a full time job. it's a struggle at times. and you'll probably get frustrated a lot, and it's okay. I know i'm a lot to handle. i'm a hurricane trapped in a jelly jar. i'm young and wild, and all that crap about settling down and being a soccer mom drives me insane. you will never own me and i will never need you. i will want you and choose you everyday. but i won't need you. i don't need anybody. i'm independent and free and strong, and if you try to trap me and tame me you will end up covered in bruises. but if you can respect all that, i will be by your side forever. if you are willing to stay up with me at 3 a.m. with me on bad days, just holding me while i cry my lungs out. you'll probably also receive a dozen punches everyday. just because. please don't ever treat me like you own me, because you never will. treat me like an equal, just run along and try to keep up. never hold me back, just like i never promise to slow you down or deny you anything. everything that's mine is yours. you may never own me or hold me down, but i promise to always be faithful to you and your right hand and your solid rock. please understand my need to travel, and please come with me and discover new things as we get lost in big cities. understand that 'please' doesn't mean i beg you to do anything. understand that i am a million stars, and if you lose one you may never see it again. you see, if you break me i will stay broken until someone else comes along and fixes me. if you break me I will never let you fix me. always make me feel wanted, don't ever make me feel needed. be my best friend, tell me i suck, but never mean it. help me clean up after i cook, because i always leave a mess of great dimensions. never joke about my weight or my looks, but always be honest. please tell me my cupcakes are the best you've ever tasted, and please never ask questions when i tell you i need chinese food at 4 a.m. be my friend and my guardian, and i will never leave
