and i feel awful because i am terribly in love with you and i don't know if you know but i really want you to know but i don't want to tell you and i don't really know how to tell you but i do i really fucking do i love you i love you a lot and you mean a whole fucking lot to me and i want you to be here laying next to me listening to the rain and telling me its going to be okay (even though its not) and i need some sort of relief i need comfort because the never ending run-on sentences and comforters and strawberry milk is getting boring
