i know youre happy
it makes me really happy
because every time he smiles and i see you smile it makes me smile and i dont know if thats beautiful or sad but i love you a lot and i know you fucking hate me but i dont think ill ever stop loving you and the first time i ever heard your voice i knew it was gonna be a long time since i got it out of my brain and now i sit for hours coloring pictures and listening to music but your voice tends to drown it out
the grip on my gel pens doesnt seem to ever amount to your hands
but the colors are almost as pretty as you and they make me really happy just like you but some of them are more empty than others and one of them stopped working because i used it so much its fucking empty and i finally understand how you feel.
