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thank you. thank you so fucking much. you will never know my name and i will never have the fucking privilege of knowing you personally. but thank you. i can never thank you enough for how much you've done for me. so fucking much. it sounds dumb. i'm sorry. i miss you and love you a lot. i'm glad you're happy now. it makes me happy to know he treats you well and that you're in love and seeing yourself smile is fucking contagious. please don't ever be sad. you mean the world to me.
l, j, s, m, j, c, l, t, d, v, l.
thank you. some of us have burned bridges. i'm sorry. thank you for always being there for me. thank you for talking to me when my life fucking sucks and all i want to do is stick a gun down my fucking throat. thank you for being an escape from reality. you'll never know how much you've helped me. i hope i get to meet some of you some day. thank you for saving me from myself. i love you guys.
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i could say a million things about you. it's been over a year (15 months, but who's counting?) since we first talked. i wish things were the samand the feeling i get from no longer speaking to you everyday makes me feel sick. i love you. i loved you. you loved me. talking to you felt like home for so fucking long. i'm sorry i keep saying sorry but it doesn't even feel like you're fucking listening to me. i miss you. thank you so fucking much for everything you've done for me.
and to everyone else, i'm sorry. I love you. but this isn't the way i want to live. this isn't the right life for me and I have to be a fucking burden when there's so many more people who deserve everything I have. i'm sorry it ended this way.
goodbye.
