distance makes the heart
grow fonder, said by someone
stronger than me
but
the walls are caving in
and the biggest distance has
started to internalize
i am the distance
i can't sit still
i can't focus
i can't feel my own damn emotions
i can't help myself from deleting
half the shit i fucking type because
nothing sounds right and i can never
find the right words god DAMMIT
it's so frustrating. i'm so sad i'm so sad
