if youre gonna hurt me
why dont you hurt me a little more
i am sad.
i miss you
i wish we still talked everyday
i miss planning to hug you
how we could just leave
just go
dreaming of a van in the snow
on a mountain
wanting to just sit on a ledge and
look at some fucking water with
you.
we could be in a landfill and it would
be okay with me if it still meant
holding your hand
