how did we go from blue text messages reading "come over" to the smell of smoke and the taste of artificially flavored vodka? how did we go from walking home in the sun with smiles bigger than the sky to walking home at midnight in the pitch black with my eyeliner smudged and her concealer on your neck? how did i go from "so much better, happy even" to sitting alone everyday with no more company but that bottle of artificially flavored vodka while you're at home laughing with her?
