i cant sleep anymore
it could be jet lag
it could be.
but i would have no fucking problem believing that its the constant twists and turns my brain is making thinking about you and i have no control
i'm in a vicious cycle of never ending thoughts about you and i couldn't be more unhappy with my happy thoughts
i'm sorry my writing is so fucking scattered lately.
except not really
my mind is 1000 times more scattered than these shitty poems could tell
