Who Will I Choose? 21+

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2 weeks has past, and I'm leaving from Korea today. I told my mom and she wasn't too happy about it. But she knows I've been working so hard that she is willing to let me go.

Yoongi and my mom drove me to the airport. The whole ride there we were all quiet. You couldn't even hear a nail dropping. My heart was pounding so fast and tears were falling down my Cheeks. I've been crying non stop over this. But it's for my future.

We parked in the parking lot of the airport. Yoongi grabbed all my bags in the trunk and we walked in. Orlando Airport was always hectic... to many tourist. Its was claustrophobic.

I finally got in where it was to check in.. Yoongi and my mom had tears in their eyes. It hurt me to see them like this.

"The airline delta will be departing in about 20mins to Seoul Korea"

I stared at the ceiling to hold back my tears. I can't believe this is happening..I'm leaving everything for a new job that is 17 hours away.

I looked back at yoongi and my mom and they were crying harder than before.

"Well, I guess I have to leave now.." I said upset

Yoongi and my mom ran towards me and we did a group hug before I had to leave.

"I'll miss you my baby" my mom said crying.

"I'll miss you too mom" I said crying

My mom backed away and left me and yoongi alone. He wouldn't let me go... he cried harder.

"I'll miss you taybear.. please let me know when you arrive there. I'm going to miss you so much. Your the only girl for me. I'll take care of mom while your gone. I love you so much" he said.

"I'll miss you my love and I love you so much. I will let you know when I arrive. Please take care of her." I said

"I will my princess I promise. Make sure no one takes you away from me. I only want you and that's it." He said.

"I won't allow it... your the only one for me. And don't let no one take you away from me either. Your my life Yoongi" I said.

"That will never ever happen. I promised you from the beginning.. your the only one that has my heart. No other girl will ever replace you. Your my life taybear. No one else matters to me but you." He said

"Flight delta will be departing soon please make your way to the attendent"

I kissed yoongi deeply.. I'm going to miss his so much. It won't be the same without him.

I kissed my mom goodbye and hugged her tight.

Tay what are you doing? Turn back now... don't go! Who cares if you get fired. I wssd saying to myself.

I waved bye to them both and yoongi was holding my mom close as she was crying in his shoulders.

I checked in and boarded the plane.. here goes nothing. Why couldn't this be someone else.. I don't want to leave my home or everyone I love deeply.

Comes to find out that my ticket was for 1st class. I have never had that for all the time I flew on the plane. I found my seat and the attended came around asked for anything to drink.

Let me tell you what I felt like I was famous. I had a bed and TV and I was getting catered. Hmm not so bad.

I fell asleep on the plane.. shit why does it have to be a 17 hour flight. I plugged my headphones into the TV and every channel was in Korean. Shit and I don't speak or understand Korean.