Who Will I Choose? 21+

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I was pissed... no.. furious. My body was hot. My blood was boiling...that fucking nurse had to say shit and couldn't keep his mouth shot.

The reason I'm so mad... is because those three fuckheads in there don't know apparently how to talk to a girl. Instead of talking nice... after what the fuck just happened to me. They want to yell at scream at me.

I know I fucked up. Really bad..  harming myself like that wasn't a good idea. But I wasn't hungry.. I was to upset. I barely got no sleep. 

The only person that helped me was V and he didn't even bother talking to me. So I had no one to run too. If I was back home... I'd have my mom help me. But she wasn't here.

My favorite spot was calling my name. No, it wasn't the bar.. which sound so perfect right now. The balcony was calling my name.

It was still day time... day or night Seoul is absolutely beautiful. It's so calm here. Everyone is so nice and caring. But that's certain people.

I leaned my body on the railing looking down at everything. It was morning so there I saw the traffic. It's not as bad as Florida's by the look of it. But I hear all the horns coming out of the car.

I closed my eyes just to calm myself before I would go back inside. Do I even want to be here right now? I don't have the strength nor am I in the mood to help patients. When I should be helping myself.

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(Yoongi Pov)

"Where'd she go?" I asked walking the hospital floors with Jungkook and V.

"There's only two places she'll be... the Cafe or the balcony" Jungkook said

"You guys have a Balcony in a hospital?" I asked

"It's more for the staff to relax other than staying in the breakroom. My dad had that done when he first opened the hospital" Jungkook said

"That's awesome!" I said

"So do you think she'll be there?" V asked

"Most likely, I've seen her there multiple times. And when I see here I see tears in her eyes. I guess that's the only place she'll go here to let her emotions go" Jungkook said

"Does she always cry?" I asked concerned

"She wasn't for a while.. she was happy and all. But I guess shit hit the fan and she's been crying a lot. She won't tell me.. but I have a guy feeling why" Jungkook said

"What is it?" V asked

"You two" Jungkook stopped to talk to us.

"Us?" Me and V said in unison

"Yeah.. that's just my gut feeling.  I can tell she's hurting. Tay isn't good at hiding her emotions" Jungkook said

"Yeah she really isn't.." I said

"Maybe it's because what happened at the club?" V asked

"I know what it is mostly..." I said

"What's that?" Jungkook asked

"My ex Rose.. Tay's best friend" I said

"What about her?" He asked

"Tay thinks me and Rose are getting back together. She thinks we still love eachother. And I even told her last night..." I said

"What did you tell her?" V asked

*sigh* " That we needed a break..

"WHAT! why?" V asked