Who Will I Choose? 21+

*101*

I didn't leave my room. I just laid on my bed and hugged my pillow. Couldn't even move. My mind was all over the place.

The door of my bedroom opened up and I felt the bottom of my bed sink down a little. My body was facing the wall.

"Hey.."

"Hm?" I said

"Can I lay down with you?" Jungkook asked

"Sure.." I said

Jungkook laid down and pulled me closer to him. I moved away.

"Come on Tay... please" he said

"You can lay down. But don't touch me" I said

Jungkook was quiet. Then I heard him sniffling.

I rolled my eyes. Even though it does hurt me to see and hear him cry.

"T-tay... p-please" he cried

I turned around and sat up. And just looked at him. He covered his face while he was crying.

"I-I didn't d-do it" he sobbed "I-I love y-you"

"Stop crying Jungkook. Your going to get sick and end up in the hospital again" I said

"I-I don't c-care at this p-point" he said

"Don't say that!" I said

Jungkook wiped his eyes and sat up looking at me. His head on my headboard. Eyes red and nose red. Dry and wet tears on his face.

"I'm sorry about tonight" he said

I just listened

"I told them off after you left. I don't have nothing no more. He disowned me. Took away everything that I have.  The only things I have are my clothes, phone and car. Everything else gone. Don't even have my house no more. I even lost... you" he cried

"I have nothing..." he cried

I really felt bad. He lost everything just to be with me.

"And I didn't know nothing about this... until ellie confessed to me. All this was planned" he said.

"Planned?" I asked

"Yes planned... it was all a set up.." he said

"By who?" I asked

"Jimin...he was under this with my dad." Jungkook said

"What!" I said shocked

"Yeah... he talked shit about you to my dad. To make him not like you. And that's what happened. Ellie was in on it too. But Jimin threatened her... so she had to follow it all." He said

"S-so your not getting married?" I asked

Jungkook pulled me onto his lap.

"Fuck no. The only one I want to marry is you" he said.

"B-but why didn't you fight for me while I was there? You had to wait until I left" I asked

"Because I didn't want you to see everything. My aggressive side. Let's just say... I have a bad temper. And when I get into it... I don't stop. I didn't want it to scare you. That's why I waited until you left. But then I saw you put single and deleted all my post and all. It broke my heart. And the whole time I was crying. But then I got angry and yeah it blew up after that...

My mother wants you to come over so she can apologize" he said

"J-jungkook... I'm not ready for all this. After what I endure today. I don't even know if we are meant for eachother. Now I have to worry.. when I go to your parents. " I said