Who Will I Choose? 21+

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(Yoongi Pov)

Tay's depression was back. Fuck. It was hard to get her out of it before and now it's 10 times harder. She didn't eat.. when she would see a logo for drinks she would run. There was multiple times I had to run after her and stop her. She was gone... Tay drank so much. Then there were times she would be missing. And I'd call her but her phone went right to voicemail. But I ended up finding her. She was even crying on the floor or with a bottle in her hand. It was to much to handle. I was afraid for this to come back. And it now it's here..

This was all because of Jungkook not being here. And what she has delt with for the past couple days she has been back in Florida.

Yoongi:
Hey where are you?

I waited for Jungkook to text me back

Jungkook:
I think at a mall? We were at a place called old Town. I guess we are back in orlando.. why what's up?

Yoongi:
I need help

Jungkook:
With what? What happened?

Yoongi:
She's gone... all she has been doing is drinking. Hasn't ate nothing. It's back.

Jungkook:
Please tell me your lying Yoongi

Yoongi:
If I was lying I wouldn't be telling you this shit right now. She's like this because your not here. Me and tay even argued. This is worse than before. Hoseok and Namjoon even tried to help but she's not allowing us too. If you come here maybe she'll stop this shit

Jungkook:
Okay..V is buying the tickets now. I'll see you soon

Yoongi:
Okay

Hopefully this works...

We started walking near Harry Potter world. I held her close... I didn't want her far away from me.

"Y-yoongi" she said

"Yeah?" I asked

"I'm sorry" she slurred her words.

Tay started crying again

"Hey guys I'll meet you at gringrots save us a spot" I said

They all walked away

Tay sat on the ground next to the bus that was right infront of the house to get into diagon alley.

"Tay, don't be sorry" I said rubbing her back

"I-Iam. I'm hurting you over my fucked up actions. I'm sorry" she cried

"Shhh taybear it's okay" I said

Tay laid her head on my shoulder as I rubbed her back.

"I-I didn't want to be this way ever again.. I tried so hard to avoid it. But... but I can't. I wish all this shit that happened to me before never happened to me. I'm weak..." she said

"Tay your not weak. Your the strongest girl I have ever met" I said

"That's a lie yoongi. If I was so strong.. I wouldn't be fucked up in the head. I wouldn't be drowning myself in alcohol. I'm drained... I really don't want to liv--"