Who Will I Choose? 21+

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(Yoongi Pov)

Coming home after seeing Tay for her birthday. It had me thinking... was I ready to go back into the dating life? Is Tay going on dates? I missed her.. I just wanted her as mine again. This was so hard that my heart was aching.

I sat on the couch in me and hoseok's studio. Namjooon had just walked in with some beers for us.

My notebook was on my lap.. I found the page I was writing my lyrics on for another song that I was working on recently. It was incomplete and I wasn't sure about it.

"Yoongi what's that your writing?" Hoseok asked

Hoseok was setting up the booth.

"Just something I've been working on." I said

"What's it about?" He asked

"Just how I feel... like my life and relationship is like a seesaw" I said

"Is it almost finished?" Namjoon asked

"Yeah, it's done I just finished the last verse now" I said

"Well let's hear it" Hoseok said

As many times I have rapped my lyrics I always get nervous. Usually I rap about things that are the truth. But this song... it's about me and tay. My life is like a seesaw.

When I got done... it wasn't even recorded. Hoseok and Namjoon just stared at me.

"Well?" I asked

"I like it " Hoseok said

"It's really good! You sound great yoongs" Namjoon said

"Thanks.. let's record it" I said.

The music started playing... since I already handed Hoseok the USB of the file for the beat.

I started with the 1st verse of the song. Until the very end.

There were time we had to stop.. cause I didn't like how I sounded. And times were we needed to eat and all. But it was an all day affair.

"Finished!" Hoseok said

He hit replay and we listened to the whole song.

"Yoong this is really good!" Namjoon said

"This is going to be a hit!" Hoseok said smiling

"There's another song I'm working on but.. I'm not finished. I just started with it this yesterday" I said

"Well when you get finished we will record it. But can you give us a sneak peak?" Namjoon asked

"Yeah" I said

I started my song....

"Yeah yeah, a gentle breeze
People that brush past
People that soaks into heart
What kind of person am I?
Am I a good person?
Or a bad person?
Many ways to judge
Just a person
Everyone would live on
Everyone would love
Everyone would fade away
And be forgotten
People change, just as I've changed
There is nothing that lasts forever in this world
Everything is just a happening passing by.....

Umm. Why so serious?
Why so serious?
Why so serious?
Umm. I'm so serious
I'm so serious  I'm so, I'm so....
So what?
What if you just brush by?
So what?
What if you get hurt?
Sometimes you might get hurt again
Sometimes you might shed tears upset
So what?
What if you live like that?"