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After surgery.. I was finally done for today. That surgery took about 5 hours. And I got here at 8. Long right ? But it's worth it every second. So I rushed home and picked out my outfit and grabbed something to eat fast out of my fridge. I wonder where Jungkook is taking me.

After getting dress, doing my hair and make up I was all ready to go. It was 730pm once I got everything done. So I just watched TV to kill the 30mins I got left.

Yoongi texted me

My Pookie:
Hey beautiful

Tay:
Hey 😀

My Pookie:
What are you up too?

Tay:
Just chilling waiting for my ride

My Pookie:
Where are you going?

Tay:
Out with friends

My Pookie:
Oh okay well have fun and be careful. I Love u

Tay:
I Love you too

My Pookie:
💜

Tay:
😘

This is all so confusing... complicated. I love them both and I just don't know what to do. If I talk to V he's going to tell me the same shit again. I need someone that will help me. Someone who knows me inside and out.

I don't know if I mentioned or not.. but I'm not an only child. I do have a sister... she lives in Canada. She met her boyfriend online and my parents had a big fight with her and she up and left. Hasn't talked to in years. Here and there we will chat but not long. So I gave her a call...

I was nervous.. she's my big sister. She's always been there for me. Growing up and all. Hopefully she'll give me advice and to help me.

Ring..Ring..Ring

Why was I so nervous to talk to her?

Why was I so nervous to talk to her?

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"Tay tay!!" She said

"Jess!" I smiled

"Long time no talk... you forget about me?" She asked

"No just been busy. Alot of shit happened" I said

"Like what?" She asked

"Well got transferred to Seoul.. to be a nurse here. And at first I was nervous and all but I met new people and got really close to them." I said

"That's great! I'm so proud of you!" She said

"Yeahh.." I said

"What's wrong?" She asked

*sigh* " I don't know Jess... just confused" I said

"Over what?" She asked

"You remember yoongi right?" I asked

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