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"Hi" he said

You got to be shitting me!

Yoongi came up to me. Inches from my face. With sadness in his eyes. He wrapped his hands around my waist. Not trying to hit the crutches that is holding me up.

"Taybear" he said

Taybear.. the nickname I always loved when he called me that. It gives me butterflies.

*AU: by the way they are sitting on the couch right now*

"I love you" he said

"What do you want yoongi?" I said upset

"You" he said

"Why? So you can keep hurting me.." I said

"No, I don't want to hurt you anymore .. I promise and that's why I gave you that promi--Where's your ring?" He asked

I looked at my finger and it wasn't there. I remember taking it off when yoongi said we were taking a break. What was the point of wearing it when he didn't even want to be with me at that time?

"It's in my jewelry box.." I said

"Why aren't you wearing it?" He asked upset

"When...when you told me y-you wanted to take a break. I took it off because I felt like you didn't want me no more. That you wanted to get away from me. And that you didn't love me no more" I said choking up

"Why would you think that?" He asked

"I..I don't know.. that's just how I felt. And you've been so rude to me lately. If I don't make you happy.. then why are you with me. It looks like I don't.. cause your the one that said you wanted a break..." I said choking up

"That's not true... I love you and want to be with you. Your my everything. Your all I want and need in my life. I wouldn't be here if I didn't love you tay. Everytime you get hurt I come back here. If I didn't love you I wouldn't be doing that. Please believe me. And I'm sorry for being such a dickhead to you. I'm..I'm just scared." He said

"Scared of what?" I asked

"Loosing you.."

"Loosing me ?" I asked "How?"

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"Loosing me ?" I asked "How?"

"Because.. your far away and someone can snatch you from me. So it scares me that I'll loose my best friend. And I won't have you in my life no more" he said

"Y-yoongi that would never happened"

Lies

"How do you know that Tay? It's possible that you could fall in love with someone else. And forget all about me. Which is why I said we need a break. To see if there was someone better out there for you other than me. But all I do is cause you nothing but pain. We are in two different worlds. Do you really think I want to let you go? I don't.. but to be honest, I can't handle this long distance relationship. It's not the same. I come here and then I have to leave...

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