Who Will I Choose? 21+

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I needed to get away for a bit. There was no way I could do any surgery with the state I'm in right now. My life was just a fucking shit show.

I didn't want to come here.. I was perfectly fine with the life I had back in Florida. But things changed... when I came here I prayed and hoped I would be happy. I was... but now I feel defenseless. Between yoongi... to Jungkook and now V.

Why did I even bother? What did I get myself in to.

I went out on the hospital's balcony. This was my 1st time here... I never knew it existed until now. The lights of Seoul were illuminated over the whole city. It was breathtaking.

My mind and thoughts were else where. I should go back home... no... I should stay here. What the fuck am I thinking?

"I guess I'm just made to get always hurt" I mumbled to myself

"Taylor..."

Tears were already falling from Mt eyes. I couldn't stop crying. Why am I crying in the first place?

Everything plays in my head over and over like a movie scene. The club, Jimin, me and yoongi, Jungkook now V. This city isn't making me happy... it's making me miserable.

"Taylor..."

I had my back facing the person. I was too embarrassed to look at who was calling my name. My view was looking at the city. This is going to be my new favorite place. Leaning over the railing and my tears dropping down on the ledge.

Hands came around my waist and he nuzzled his head in my neck. Who could this be?

"Are you okay?"

I looked to my left and it was Jungkook. Why was he holding me like this.

My eyes went back to the city.

Jungkook kissed my cheek and just rubbed my body. Held me close to his chest.

"Jungkook... what are you doing?" I sob.

"Trying to comfort you.. you seem down. And I don't like seeing you cry yet alone be out here by yourself. I'm worried about you" he said

"But.. but you just kissed my cheek" I said

"It was just a caring gesture nothing else" he said

That's a lie angel. This is me trying to mark you as mine. But you just believed me. Just wait till I get in your pants again. You'll forget about everyone and everything that has been hurting you. I'll make you happy. You wouldn't have to worry about anything. This pretty little neck... I can't wait to leave my marks so everyone will see that your mine!
Jungkook thought to himself.

"Thank you" I said

"You don't need to thank me" he said "I do it cause I care about you"

"I'll make you happy Tay.. I'll do anything and everything to make you smile. I would never ever hurt you. I'll always be there for you. And show you nothing but love and care. Things you need and have been wanting. And I can see the hurt threw your eyes. I would make them all go away if you let me show you" he said.

I smiled at what he just said. Does he really feel that way about me?

⚠️Warning Smut⚠️

Jungkook kissed my cheek again and rubbed my sides and stomach. The feeling of his hands were driving me crazy. His touch was just so addicting.