Who Will I Choose? 21+

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"I'll take you home" Jungkook said

"N-no I'll get an uber" I said

"I'm not letting you get an uber. I'll take you home" he said

I wrapped the towel around and picked up all my clothes that were all over the floor in the family room.

As soon as I turned around Jungkook was right in front of me. He put both of his hands on my arm just staring in my eyes.

"Look, I'm sorry I made you uncomfortable. But I really care and I like you tay. I know your in a relationship and what me and you are doing is wrong. I don't like holding things in. So what I said at the hospital and here that all came from my heart" he said

I just stared at his his.. his eyes looked upset. Did he really mean all this? Is it true how he feels about me? My heart was pounding through my chest. I have feelings for Jungkook but I'm not going to admit it.

Tay I really do like you and want you to be with me. But your fucking boyfriend has you by a rope. I can I make you fall for me. He needs to be gone so you'll be my girl. Jungkook said to himself.

In that moment just staring at eachothers eyes. I did something that I'd never expect. I pulled Jungkook and my hands around his head and kissed him.

Jungkook wrapped his hands around me and pulled me closer to him to deepen our kiss.

I pulled away and smiled

"Go get dressed and I'll meet you in the car" he said putting a piece of my wet hair behind my ear.

Jungkook picked up his clothes and went into his bedroom to get dressed. What am I doing???

All the pain I was feeling earlier came back. This day as been fucked up. I just want to be happy... is that so bad.

I went into the guest bathroom and got dressed. I dried my hair and found a brush. I pulled my hair in a messy bun and left the bathroom.

Jungkook was already in his car. He had a wicked smirk on his face. Jungkook was getting closer and his plan was working.

I have you wrapped tay.. your becoming mine inch by inch. My plan is working! He said to himself

I got inside Jungkook's car and he started the engine. My mind was all over the place. Seoul at night is beautiful. Back home in Florida, the only time it looked beautiful was when the sun set and at the beaches. Other than that it was just blah.

As we were driving me nor Jungkook spoke a word. It was just quiet... to quiet. V and yoongi was in my mind. One who loves me and the other one did care and now doesn't even look my way no more.

I fucked up again... why do I get myself to this point. I keep having sex with Jungkook. Why? What is Jungkook doing to me.

We finally arrived at my hotel and we sat in the car just staring at eachother.

"Goodnight Tay, I'll see you tomorrow" he said

Jungkook kissed my cheek

I smiled as he did it.

"Goodnight" I said

I opened the door and closed it and slowly walked into the hotel entrance. Walking to the elevator everything still is playing in my head. My heartbwas hurting.

In the elevator, I put my body against the wall and closed my eyes. Can things in my life just be easier for me instead of being difficult.

I arrived on my floor and walked the empty hallway towards my room. I could hear music echoing down the hall.