To be in his Embrace | sunki

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• Heeseung POV •

Sunoo's health has deteriorated. He doesn't eat constantly, maybe even twice or once a day. He is purely focused on school. Attendance on check and even if he was ill he'd still go to class.

A month, a month has passed. If his health isn't good in about only a month, how much more if he's gonna continue this longer. That Ni-ki, I will kill him If I see him.

He honestly has lost his spark. Even when he tends to smile for us, not making himself a nuisance, I know he was just smiling to make us feel better.

The ring that had been given to him, is close to his heart. Converted into a necklace because Sunoo's fear of losing it is a higher rate than him actually dying because of poor health.

• No one's POV •

"Sunoo hyung! I bought your favorite ice cream! Do you know they were having a sale-." Jungwon stopped at the sight of Sunoo not listening to him.

"Sunoo hyung!" He exclaimed now gaining his attention. He took Sunoo's hand and controlling it. He used it to slap himself.

Sunoo took his hand away from Jungwon. "W-what do you think you're doing, Yang Jungwon?!" Sunoo got up to check Jungwon's cheek.

"Get yourself together hyung! It's no use torturing yourself, it.. it doesn't make a difference. It just hurts you even more.." Jungwon scolded. Looking into his hyung's eyes, it shouted defeat. Like it's saying, "I don't wanna do this anymore."

Jungwon hugged Sunoo. "I miss him.." Sunoo spoke softly as he tightened his hug with Jungwon. "Hmm, I know you do hyung. But we also miss the happy you.." Jungwon broke their hug.

Sunoo wiped his tears, thanking Jungwon for always being there for him. "We're all here for you, because we can't live without you hyung." Jungwon gave him a smile.

These past few days, Sunoo is trying to get his old self back. He still focus hard on his studies and tries to eat at the right time. Though him being a foodie hasn't regained yet. He always declined the food others gave him. He's trying to get back on track, slowly but surely.

"How's today's test hyung?" Jungwon asked. Sunoo groaned, tired of today. "I got an A, but do you know, there's this girl who tried to copy my work? Like hello? Does she not see the teacher watching her like a mad woman at her side?" Sunoo rambled but Jungwon would die to hear him this chatty.

"She got detention and she blamed me for it. Like seriously, if Kei hadn't stop me I'd be in detention for attacking her." Sunoo laughed, Jungwon joining after.

•••••

"I like you." Heeseung said.

"I have a boyfriend." Said sunghoon. "I don't care, I like you. Marry me papa churros." Heeseung got in his knees.

"BAHAHHA, papi churros. What the heck!" Sunoo laughed at Heeseung and Sunghoon's play. "It was all good until you said papi churros." Sunghoon rolled his eyes. Jake laughing at the two bickering.

They were having a movie marathon, to cheer Sunoo up. Everyone was here..

Sunoo still couldn't stop laughing. "Oh my gosh help me!! I can't- BAHAHA." Sunoo hid behind Daniel's back as he still laughed his ass off.

It embarrassed Heeseung but it was good to see Sunoo laughing so hard. He'd even do it again if it makes Sunoo laugh.

He's precious to them.

Another months has passed and Sunoo was his happy self. But of course, something was missing inside his heart. He tried to run away from the fact that it was never the same but he thought of who he was when Ni-ki and him haven't met yet.

"I.. I can do this. With or without your hugs, your smiles and your comforts. I wanna be the same when I haven't met you." He clutched into the newly washed sweater.

"I hope you saw it. And I hope you won't throw it away.."

:)

I had to make it like this. I know it's a boring chapter more over I think this is just some sort of filler but in the next one I'll get into Ni-ki's  point of view.

Also I start school on monday, I hope I can still update.. give your thoughts guys!

-zii