Awaking

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   As the blood curdling scream left me, I felt arms tightly incasing me as a gentle kiss pressed against my neck as his voice coo'd to me to wake up

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   As the blood curdling scream left me, I felt arms tightly incasing me as a gentle kiss pressed against my neck as his voice coo'd to me to wake up. My eyes flew open as I sat up looking around with tears still streaming down from my eyes. The look of panic on Drake's face was sign enough that he was worried seeing what state I was currently in. I jumped up out of bed and ran towards the bathroom pulling my hair back looking in the mirror for the Alpha's mark. My eyes glued to the very spot but there was nothing there. My body trembling as my fingers rested against my neck full of fear and anxiety I collapsed to the floor in a fit of tears. I felt Drakes arms around me picking me up from the flood and carrying me back out to our bed.

   "Why are you so panicked Claire, I have never seen you like this before." He asked me as he used my first name.

   "He...he took me." I cried out.

Drakes' forehead scrunched together trying to understand what I was talking about.

   "What do you mean he took you Claire?" He questioned.

   "He came as we were sleeping, I smelt his scent as he pinned me to the wall and ...and he...he took me as his. He also marked me." I cried out.

   Drake raised his eyebrow as he tilted my head to the side only seeing his mark on me, he realized it was a horrific nightmare I had experienced. Yet within I felt guilty because I was enjoying it what I want to know is how could the mate bond I felt in that dream be there because I still feel it? I want to be his mate, to carry his pups, yet I knew I never could tell Drake this or it would hurt him. I want him as my mate even though the nightmare I had was erotic and my body still craves his touch I need to figure out how to get past him and this. I need his name so I can reject him...if my heart and mind will even let me that is.

   Drake wrapped his arms around me pulling me tight to his chest knowing I was having mixed feeling since he could feel it though the mate bond. I felt him sigh knowing he would not stop me from having my other mate as well if that is what I needed but I could feel his hope on me just wanting him. I do want just him but after that nightmare or erotic dream the mate bond somehow grew exponentially. I breathed in Drake's scent as it filled my lungs, I finally felt I could breathe without trembling as I wrapped my arms around his neck wrapping my legs around his waist.

   "I want your pup!" I whispered out.

Drakes' eyes grew wide in realization, as he graspedmy hair pulling my face to his as he kissed me roughly. He ravaged me as Icried out his name with my orgasms filled with love and passion. I felt him fillme with his seed and run his tongue over his mark driving me wild further. 

   We spent several hours making love as he didn't hold back as he became rough and dominant in his actions, claiming me over and over until I was about to fall asleep as he continued. I noticed he grinned knowing he had succeeded at wearing me out fully so I could sleep peacefully. He climbed off of me as he kissed me softly and pulled me to his chest as he pulled the covers up over us. Sleep finally claiming me into its darkness filling me with calm and dreamless slumber.

   I woke up yawning and I felt calm and fully content being in the arms of my mate as I kissed him softly as his beautiful face looked like a sleeping angel. I smiled as I admired his sharp jawline and every feature since he had avoided me for so long and now, he is here and all, mine. I took a deep breath in as I felt like everything is just as it was meant to as the images of last night seeped their way back into my mind. 

   I don't know how to explain it, but I craved the Alpha, could it be the Alpha mate bond is stronger than the one I have with Drake? No that couldn't be it...could it be he is aggressive and exceedingly dominant taking control of me totally? I felt a low growl come from me not being able to figure out why I craved him in an odd way. I want to reject him to be done with this but if our mate bond has grown how was I going to be able to reject him?

Drake opened his eyes as he noticed me sitting on the bed with my arms wrapped around my knees as I was just staring off at the wall thinking.

   "Are you alright? You seem like your distraught a bit." He asked.

   "Just the nightmare got to me...is it true you can't reject someone if you don't know their name?" I asked.

   "Well actually yes, that is true. You need their name and pack name to be able to reject them properly. I know you don't know either of them let alone what he looks like. I wonder if he is doing this so you can't reject him. I wonder if you did see him and he told you a name, if it would actually be his name or a fake one." He informed me.

So, he thinks he would lie to me to make it so he couldn't be rejected, as the thought of rejecting him filtered through my mind my body cried out in pain just at the thought. I don't understand.

   "How can a mate bond grow if you haven't seen their eyes or them for that matter. Just being touched once by them?" I asked Drake.

   "I honestly don't know...I have heard things about certain pairs of mates where the bond grew even when they were not together. They had touched once, and it became to where they were beginning to go crazy from the lack of their mate. Their mate bond had grown so strong that it even grew during nightmares or dreams of their mate. It is a special kind of mate bond, one that was meant above all others. If you're feeling the bond grow, I wonder if it is one of these situations...no I don't like it, but I would have to accept it." He spoke defeatedly.

   I hated that he would have to accept this when it is not what he bargained for. I have heard stories about mates and primal something, could that be part of what is going on? I fought what I was feeling as hard as I could, but as the bond grows would I? If it is a primal situation, would it take control until it had its mate? So many questions racked my brain as I don't know what to do about anything. I wonder if it is a bond like this if a rejection would even work on him. I closed my eyes for a moment as it felt like he was deep within me as if he was trying to fill me with him. I can't deny it felt good as his scent lingered in my mind driving my wolf crazy. She wanted him desperately. 

Could I actually reject him?

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