Our love withered at the sight of another in his arms, could there be any coming back from this? His eyes on her, her lips pressed against his as his arms snaked around her. Rage, well that is an understatement! My primal raging for her blood to coa...
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I noticed Tiff running up behind me as she looked happier than I have ever seen her before. I noticed my mates silver wolf walking in my direction as I growled out loudly and shifted on the spot and ran off towards my father's house. He started to follow but stopped knowing there were warriors all over the place and he would have issues.
"Baby, please understand." He spoke through the link.
"Don't baby me! I am not your baby because if I was you wouldn't have had me go home nor would something have been more important. You proved what I am to you...a fuck!" I growled through the link.
I heard him gasp at my words within the link I guess I am shocking him in many ways today and I wish I could un-mate him already. My guilt began building realizing I had lost all control when it came to him and now, I will have to face my mate with shame for my actions. How could I face him, or my family for that matter when I said I was going to reject him. I wonder if I can still reject him even though we mated...my mind tossing ideas all over the place. The reality of knowing my mate wanted to leave me behind began hurting, as did the distance from him.
It has only been twenty minutes and it was already hurting, why? I walked Tiff to the house where she was all to happy to run to her parents telling them that she found her mate, she's happy. Why do I have to be miserable, and I found mine and now I am not with him even after he claimed me. I couldn't handle seeing anyone right now so as Tiff went into the house I shifted and ran through the center of our pack to the outskirts of our pack away from everyone and everything. I just felt the pain of my mate abandoning me and I want to be near no one. Tears filled my eyes as I reached a large field filled covered in bright green grass with some wildflowers here and there, I walked out into it as the sun shown down on me casting my shadow.
I felt defeated, rejected and most of all unwanted. I collapsed onto the ground not wanting to do anything other than lay here I set my large head on my paws as I closed my eyes wanting to shut the world out as I felt it difficult to breath. What is happening to me? I felt as though something was pulling me down into the abyss and there was no way to pull me back from it. I took shallow breaths as I found it painful to breath, as the world seem to fade away as I laid there in the grass. The smell of the flowers floated among the gentle breeze that was blowing through the field. Feeling numb and almost dead inside the calmness of the scent brought some form of comfort to me.
"Talk to me mate!" I heard him growl out.
I refuse to answer him, there is no way I am going to give him the satisfaction of hearing me, seeing me, or ever touching me again. He wants to toss me away then so be it I will take whatever comes with it. I growled out as I extended my claws and began digging at my neck where his mark was, I want it off of me.
