In My Nightmares

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Once again, Seungmin parked in the hospital parking lot before making his way inside. It was now a rainy Saturday afternoon and the seven boys had all agreed to meet at the same destination to visit the eldest even if he was in a sleeping state. Seungmin wouldn't admit it, bit when he was alone in the room, he would speak to the blonde, hoping Chan could hear him, "hey Chan, it's rainy again today. I know I've told you before but I like the sound of the rain, it's really calming. I really don't know why that is, but I still enjoy the sounds. The iphone update let's you listen to background sounds and rain is an option, so I play that when I have earbuds in to calm down."

When his phone went off, Seungmin grabbed it to see a message from Changbin saying he was on his way in, "oh, the others are coming too, Chan. We all miss you a lot, so please wake up soon?"

There was a knock on the door before it opened, "hey."

"Hey," Seungmin greeted the other with a soft smile.

"How are you doing?" Changbin asked as he stepped inside.

"I'm okay," Seungmin nodded, "what about you?"

"I miss both Australians," Changbin dryly chuckled, "ones asleep so he can't reply, and the other won't reply to me."

Seungmin nodded, "Felix needs time, so just give him that time. I'm not quite the best with advice, but I'm sure you guys will be alright, just give it time."

"I know, he deserves the time to heal and get past this, I know, but I just...I really do love him," Changbin sighed, "and I don't want to let him go."

"Then don't let him go," Seungmin said, "being patient can be very frustrating, but just because you have to give Felix time, doesn't mean you have to let him go."

Changbin nodded, "yeah, I guess you're right."

Seungmin smiled gently before turning to look at Chan again, "do you think he will wake up soon?"

"I don't know," Changbin shrugged, "but I really really really hope so."

"I really miss him," Seungmin mumbled, looking in his lap.

"Me too," Changbin replied, "have you been staying at his house?"

Seungmin shook his head, "I only stayed the night one time so far."

"He wouldn't be upset with you if you stayed there for a little bit," Changbin said.

The younger looked up and nodded, "I know, I think might start staying a couple nights at a time."

The older nodded this time before there was another knock on the door before it opened and Jisung and Minho walked in. The slowly and quietly shut the door before going to sit down on the floor, no other chairs being open to sit down in. Jisung spoke up first, "how are you guys?"

"Okay," Seungmin shrugged.

"Hanging in there," Changbin replied.

"What about you two?" The youngest of them asked.

Jisung also shrugged, "we're doing okay. He's supposed to wake up soon, right?"