Never leave me

Chapter Fourteen ~Victoria~

NOAH POV

Crap. Noah how could you be such a fucking idiot. This girl wasn't even worth it, I mean she was a complete bitch. She practically drank all of my beer to. I hadn't even asked her she just assumed she could take it. Like what the fuck, manners much bitch.

Victoria was too good for me anyways. With her overall beauty, and her spot on knowledge. I swear if there is a girl president in the future it would be her. I basically have had a crush on her forever.

Ever since her and my sister became friends, I was obsessed. Like nerds and their world of war craft obsessed. I mean she was just the most beautiful human being. With her chestnut brown hair, it was wavy, but also straight. And her eyes, oh her eyes. It was almost impossible not to get lost in them.

And me. I was just the jock. The crazy sports freak who knew every little thing about every single different sport. Always sweaty, wearing sweatpants and hoodies. I was almost always in my apartment or on the court, seeing as I was still in college.

Victoria was still at Harvard. That's where we started to get a lot closer. I mean I knew her from my sister and stuff, but it's hard to flirt when your older sister is sitting right next to you guys.

I knew I was in love with Victoria, the night of my sister's 'friend's' party. I was sitting in a bedroom, on my phone minding my own business. Seeing as I knew basically no one, they were all 3 or 4 years older than me. I was 17 at the time and my sister and her friends were 20.

Victoria came barging in through the door while I was sitting there. She was in tears. I noticed how her dress was completely covered in what looked like red whine. She was still absolutely stunning in that white lace dress. I couldn't help but stare.

"Oh s-sa-sorry." She said still crying.

"Are you ok." I asked.

"I'm f-f-fine." She said.

"Fine" I said looking at her, I knew what that meant in girl language. She was NOT fine. "Come here." I patted a spot on the bed next to me.

Victoria sat down next to me, her head still facing towards the ground. I lightly put a finger under her chin, pushing her head up. So that it was looking directly at me.

"What happened?" I asked.

"I'm fine Noah." She said.

This time she was looking directly at me. She was no ok, I wasn't very good at words. But I tried.

"Victoria, I'll always be here to help you." I said.

"It's just those bitches." She said. I nodded and she continued. "They never usually get to me, but well they won this time."

I began to lightly pull the hair that was lying out in front of her face behind her ears.

"How dare they. To hurt you, is to hurt me." I said.

She looked up at me and moved in closer. I didn't really realized what was happening until it did. The soft touch of her lips was something I would never forget.

And here I am, screwing it all up. We had been secretly dating ever since. She didn't want to make it official, she didn't want to hurt Caitlin. I agreed, seeing as I was moving to the UK. I thought I would never see her again.

That was until she out of the blue said she would like to come to. I thought it was a crazy idea, I wanted her to finish collage. She told me she had got a job offer for a marine biology Job in the UK! I couldn't believe my eyes. She was actually coming to me, we could be together now.

She was set to arrive here in 2 weeks. And what did I do to get ready for her? I slept with some random chick. I didn't even know why I did it.

The girl, Mercedes had called me an hour after I dropped Caitlin off. She told me to send her my address and I did, I was so stupid. I had no ideas she would actually come over. I was book smart, but obviously not street smart.

She showed up in a trench coat, I welcomed her in and she closed the door. I turned around and she dropped her trench coat reveling her completely naked body. What the fuck, oh my god I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I wanted to say no, but I was to overwhelmed. I had drank a lot in between the hours also, so that couldn't help. She seduced me, and I couldn't forgive me self. Forget believing Victoria would be able to forgive me.

When Caitlin came that morning I freaked. I let her in, revealing I had a girl with me. But she didn't know about me and Victoria. Would we even be a thing anymore? I hoped so, but that couldn't possibly be enough. What if Victoria told Caitlin we were dating first. How would Caitlin react? Would she tell, would she keep it a secret. God only if I could be a little less of a stupid ass.