Many emotions ran through my mind. What did I just do? He kissed me? Or did I kiss him? Oh god what does it even matter. He probably doesn't even like me anyways. I was flustered, I had no idea what to do. I was just sitting there, our lips pulling aways from each other. The only thing I knew how to do was bail, so I did.
"Um...um...I'm sorry. I'll-ill just go." I said.
He looked at me confused, like he didn't understand why I was saying these things. And to be honest I didn't know why I said them either.
"Cai-" he said.
I cut him off, closing the door and running down the hallway before he could even get my name out. I didn't even know where I was going to go, and it didn't really matter. Just as long as it wasn't there.
As quick as I could, I sprinted down that hallway, dodging nurses and their carts, visitors, everything. Then I saw him, Phil. Oh no, I'm supposed to give blood, I'm the only one who can save Dan. I can't, I just can't.
I looked at Phil, realizing tears were spilling down my face. He saw me, a concerned look on his face. I mouthed the words sorry, and took off into the streets. It began to down pour, I got soaked with rain. But I didn't care, I had to get out of there. I hated myself for doing it, I hated myself for not saving him, for bailing on something that could have been my everything.
I sat there on a park bench in the rain and began to cry. Why did I bail, why did I bail on the only thing that made me happy? Because, I was afraid he would do to me what Brian had. Break my heart, and my arms. I bailed because I was afraid. Afraid of falling in love.
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RomanceAn overly abused girl moves to the U.K for a great job offer, but that's not all she gets out of her trip. Will she be able to trust a man the same way again? Or will she run away from love?
