Bastard No More

Bria Athena

      Today my baby girl Bria made a year old♥️

      Goddess, how time has flown.

      Last year at this time, I was a jumble of nerves. Of course I would be, having both of the mothers of my daughters being due so close together. I was still on social media and had learned that a friend at the time had fallen sick as well, and was hospitalized. Also, another dear friend was battling sickness, and my thoughts were all over the place.

     This year, this day has been spent celebrating Bria. Marie and I spent the day together spoiling our little girl. Bria has been living with me for a hot second now, and I love having her around. I also know just how much Taz misses her tho, so after Damiana's birthday tomorrow I will bring her back to be with her mother for a while, even if it's going to make me cry. A daughter needs her mother, and although Semaj loves and cares for Bria like her own, I know it's terribly unfair to Taz. I took Bria when she'd last shown her ass, but it was done out of upset and anger and I was wrong for that. Marie is a good mother; she's just missing being able to get out there and moving like she used to. I understand that, that's why I don't mind giving her space and having our daughter. Let her do her when she wants, but don't keep Bria away from her.

    The weather was lovely today, allowing me to take them to the park. I brought along everything we'd need, masks and all, so we wouldn't have to go to Taz's place. She thinks she's slick 😏 I set down a blanket, laid out her presents and a cute cupcake cake, plus I'd brought food for us, and we did the family thing.

     I took many pictures of my love, but her mother asked me and not so subtly, not to post them. She still doesn't realize I'm not on social media anymore.

      I enjoyed laying on the blanket and letting Bria use me as a jungle gym 😂 We helped open her presents and sang Happy Birthday to her Stevie Wonder style 😂 and just the vibe of happiness and merriment and understanding fulfilled me.

   Taz and Bria both looked lovely together, as mother and daughter child should. Bria really does resemble her, fully. Looking at them today had me in awe.

    Of course, you know Marie was full of flattery and flirtation, but we kept it at a maintenance 😂 She told me she still can't believe Daenarick is making me a grandfather. I know Marie before today; she's hurting. She is. We had ourselves a long discussion and she spilled. I'm glad we were in a public setting bcuz it got real personal and had we been home, things may have taken a different route... especially when I know what that ass can do.

   At least now we have a better stronghold. I'm not the only one maturing in all this. Marie is a year younger than me and we both have a long way to go but today has been a start, the start.

   When Bria and I returned home, Semaj and the kids were waiting with gifts and love and a party of their own for her. It was a very beautiful gesture and my baby girl was once more full of cupcake icing😂😂😂

   Big Daddy is tired. Tomorrow is my baby girl Damiana's birthday and we have something special planned for everyone. Big Daddy shall close this out, light his blunt, and lay back, bcuz mayne am I tired. But I'm blessed💯♥️❤️🙏🏼