Bastard No More

is it? lol😂

      Greetings to anyone joining me here. I wish you all the best health.

    My youngest Lord made a month old last week. I can not describe my happiness each and every time I see him. He resembles his lovely mother more these days.

    Semaj has been doing well, save for the times I absolutely drive her insane. I feel bad when I do that. It's just that I care about her so much I may upset her with my inquiries. I want to know that my woman is feeling great, good, okay, bad, whatever and however. I ask her how she's feeling constantly and it pisses her off. So I'm learning to observe and give her space needed. I hate being this clingy.

   Today I joined Fig at her doctor appointment. Everytime I hear our daughter's heart beat I feel this completeness inside of me. This fulfillment. She is truly a miracle baby.

    I took my girl out to eat after that, made sure she and the baby were well fed. Fig has been doing well, at least that's what she tells me but I know my girl before today. She forgetting just how deep our ties go and just how much of her I feel. She let me keep half of the ultrasound roll. I've been collecting them ever since Damiana and Bria, then Bruce.

   I slipped Fig a little something, hugged her tight, then head my ass on to work for a few hours. I had Semaj on my mind heavy. All day I thought of her. So when I got off earlier, I brought pizza and snacks home for the kids and drew her a nice hot bath. The way she held me when she welcomed me home had me lit, and whilst preparing her bath I wondered out loud if it was finally time for me to bust her out.