Bastard No More

CHΔPTΣR 35

Blessive greetings to all.

That day has arrived once again. Thirty five years old today. I've made it thus far, and I am truly grateful.

The whole day has been outrageous. I got woke with some ooowee head this morning; Semaj wasted no time. I enjoyed that shit to the fullest, then I tore that ass up. Afterwards got served a breakfast of gumbo grits, boudin, scrambled eggs, and homemade biscuits and blunts in bed with my presents. My baby and the kids showed me much love today.

Semaj told me I should take advantage of her momentary compliance and make use of my pass today. There were rules of course: Should I choose to be with Taz, Shantrelle, or Fig, or whomever, she didn't want to know about it. Oral sex was okay, but should actual penetration go down, she begged me to use my head.

I immediately felt bad. She was giving me permission to go wild. Semaj made sure I saw she was for real. She sat in my lap, wrapped her arms around me, kissed me deeply, stirring up the L.D. She told me to enjoy myself, bcuz this wasn't going to be a normal thing. She said she felt I needed this. One thing she told me stuck with me: It may have been selfish of me to steal your life. You became a husband and father and stepfather overnight it seems, and it's so not fair for you to give up your whole life for us Damien... I hushed her. They are my life. She is my life.

I thought I was being slick by cornering her up against the counter and serving that ass from the back. Fuck, it was insane how awesome she felt. But still after all that, she bade me leave.

Daenarick and Cash came over with some Starbucks coffee for me, plus a gift card and my presents I asked them not to buy. Hassan even called, asked if I wanted to get a few drinks with the fellas. I told him I would, and that became the plan. I'd go and meet my homeboys and wouldn't worry about no pass.

I loved up on my baby before heading out. On my way to meet my boys, I passed to see Bria and bring Taz some money. She had a present for me😏 and I almost put that wood in her life but I thought on the situation. I will say this tho, we got naughty a bit, but like I said I thought about what could happen should I fuck her. Nah, I'm good.

It was wonderful to see my daughter tho❤️

I met up with my people and seeing Hassan again was good. He pulled me aside and apologize to me once again but I told him it was forgiveness which brought me here. I needed forgiveness too.

We had a good time all in all, sipping drinks and eating hot wings. It was still early tho, so we hit the club for happy hour. After smoking a blunt I was getting kind of lit and horny, but nothing I saw around us was it. I said fuck it, I'll just go home and make love to my woman. Fuck having a pass.

But of course, the devil made me lay my eyes upon something which made my nether parts full. She was a bad little something too, svelte, poised, sexy, with a rack out of this world. The blouse she wore left little to the imagination, and those nipples looked like sweet stones waiting to be licked. We made eye contact once I stopped looking at her tatas.

Instantly, like that, I lost all senses. I lost my reverse. She turned me on. I made sure I kept my eye on her, then when it was time to shoot my shot I approached her with some real shit. I whispered in her ear that it was my birthday, that I was a daddy, that I had someone at home, but I'd like to see her for something, just like that. No names, no strings attached, anything she liked, all on me. I told her we could leave right then and go get a room. No one had to know. I said all that with my erection pressed in her back. She smiled.

And just like that, the two of us left, but we didn't go to the room. She told me to follow her home instead, so I did. I had no idea what was in store. I never got her name. She never got mine or knew anything about me except what we did together. I knew her location, the only thing she knows is the car I drive.

Smmfh, Mayne. I ain't gon lie...it was good to release with someone whom isn't biased or involved. It was good too...the sex was impressive. She loves kissing whilst fucking, and took this dick very well. She told me since it was my birthday she'd take real good care of me and she did. She had some real pretty good pussy and ass, plus she surprised me how she took dick in her mouth. She gave some pretty damn good head, and I repaid her lick for lick, suck for suck. We fucked for hours. Time passed by bcuz I was enjoying her. I really did.

Her pussy so was pretty, Mayne damn. I fingered her whilst eating her out, sucking that sweet pussy like candy. By the time I got done eating that pussy and that ass my face looked as if I'd eaten a whole roast chicken.

Mayne, I had myself a bon temps sucking on them pretty nipples. I know it's not moral, but the woman I love gave me this one time pass, so I enjoyed it. I enjoyed fucking the shit out of a sexy fine thing who didn't know jack about me. I enjoyed sucking her pussy and ass. I enjoyed fucking her raw and pulling out of her when I nut. I enjoyed letting her swallow my load before dispensing the next load up her ass.

It was the ultimate mind fuck. I felt guilty I was enjoying fucking this magnificent creature, and I felt guilty bcuz I knew Semaj would be able to feel it. I prayed it wasn't so for this occasion, seeing how we just met and she'd have no astral ties to her.

Mmm... forgive me but I enjoyed her. I enjoyed her so fucking much. When I put her on this dick...smmfh...she knew how to make me feel good. Her moans and groans turned me on so fucking badly, plus she felt hella good to be inside. I almost got caught slipping but I didn't cum in her, but I did fuck her raw. And enjoyed it. Her sexy ass body gave me much satisfaction. Those breasts of her pleased me so. Her pussy smelled wonderful and tasted sweet, and her ass was just as appeasing. She has two toned hair, blond and dark brown tips, and possessed a sexy elegant neck. I enjoyed sucking and nibbling on it and choking it whilst I came all over her back.

I wasn't selfish. After we finished, I carried my pale ass on home to my woman and my family where I belong.

To be honest, I'm glad I didn't take her number. That would be temptation. It was a one time thing, a present. When I got back here, I took another shower, as I finished her off in her shower before I left. But here at home, Semaj came in and joined me, all with a knowing look. She took the soap and lathered my body up, making me so fucking hard and wanting of her.

Today was a good day. Tonight will be even better 😏 After hand washing me in the shower, she told me dinner was awaiting. I dried off, slipped into these pjs, and enjoyed the meal Semaj laid out for me😏

As a matter of fact, I'm about to pull her under these covers with me as soon as I close this chapter. It was a helluva day. I can't believe I took the pass. But at least I'll probably never see her again, but I know I left her with something to think about.