HE'S MINE

032

Y/n's POV

I woke up the next day in Yuzuha's bed. Damn, my head was spiraling with the speed of light, my body felt weak as I tried to take a grip over my posture.

"I am glad you are awake, drink this." Yuzuha, who seemed to be waiting for me to get up, passed me a smile and handed me a remedy for the hungover. Her eyes had bags under them,  has she been crying, or was it a simple outcome of being drunk?

"You okay?" I asked, stretching my neck.

I don't know what happened last night, but it felt like I lost something, hope it's not my virginity.

"Yeah!" She refused to look me in the eye and that's when I knew something was wrong.

I stayed seated on the bed and with a very fragile movement, wrapped a blanket around my body.

"What happened last night?" I questioned, watching her face jn terror.

She tapped her foot on the floor considering if she told me or not.

"You were drunk and I brought you home." She lied while stealing eyes from me and sat down on the couch with her head drowned.

"Is everything okay between you and Hanma?" I had a feeling that something went wrong. I swear if Hanma hurt her I'll become his worst nightmare.

"Yup!" She nodded, keeping her head down, "actually we decided we are not gonna move past friendship." She zipped her lips into a tight line immediately after sputtering the horrendous news and avoided crying.

It didn't sound like a mutual decision. Looking at her broke my heart, I rushed in her direction and embraced her. This poor girl has been through breakups left, right, I wondered what happened this time.

"But why?" I inquired in a murmur and patted her back while not breaking the hug.

"He can't trust me," she mumbled and hugged me back, "there is also something I want to let you know Y/n before anybody tells you anything." She stated and I pulled back to scan her face. She was hesitant to talk about something that was bothering her this bad.

"What is it?" I asked, tracking back to the bed and crossing my legs as I got comfortable.

"Something happened last night and I feel like you deserve to know," she answered and cleared her throat, "you did something terrible, Y/n terrible last night." She hid her face in her hands and whispered in her palms.

"What?" Terror struck me, what did I do so bad? I was shivering at the thought of the worst things.

She told me everything, the whole time my mind was shaking. I did that? I did all of that? From deciding to kiss Sanzu to ending up saying all those things to him, it did feel like I was using him from what I told him in a drunk state, but it wasn't the truth.

"No, no, no!" I shook my head in quick moves, I was too surprised to keep myself calm.

"I didn't mean any of that, I don't know why I did all of that to him, but ---," I was rambling when Yuzuha patted my back with disappointment on his face.

"It did sound like that." She was sad for me, and at this point, it felt like my actions led her to break up, but she would never blame me for that, she never did.

"Listen, the day Sanzu dropped me home and they all accused me of sleeping with him, I was terrified. I didn't like Sanzu at that time, not even as a friend because you know things happen,  so all night I was crying and making this statement and excuses in my mind to tell them to Mikey or Shinichiro. Maybe the drunk me just spat them out since I just kept them inside for too long." Tears sprung down my eyes and sob left my lips silently.