HE'S MINE

088

SANZU'S POV

“You didn't even say goodbye?” Yuzuha asked, Hanma was wrapped all around her, it was hard to answer her without looking at hanma, who was licking her cheek, that is not romantic at all.

“Is this hungry cobra going to stare at me while he is locking your cheek?” I rolled my eyes and successfully pissed off Hanma, he unwrapped his arms and glared at me.

“i will be right back.” he excused, eyeing me for the comment.

“you haven't answered me yet.” she asked, nagging me always like she is my mom.

“i just wanted to make sure he drives her off safely.” it was hard to say their names together.

“you are hurting yourself, you know that right?” she mumbled and I couldn't help but stare at her, she knew my feelings about y/n very well.

“nope, I wanted this. I wanted her to take some time and rethink everything, I want her to choose me over Mikey when she has an option or my whole life I will feel like the other guy or the rebound guy.” it was true, I wanted her to choose me, but I was too scared to think otherwise.

“whart if one day, when everything is over, things are normal, Shinichiro is gone and she chooses Mikey over you, then?” she asked and my heart skipped a beat, I had no answer. I bluntly stared at Yuzuha with pain filling my eyes.

“do you think that would happen?” I was scared, numb, and terrified to even think of that. I can't lose her every time, I want to believe her that she loves me and not Mikey but what if she changes her mind? my phone beeped and it was from y/n.

Y/N:
thanks for the food.

I closed my eyes and sighed, I have to stay way from her for now.

“sanzu, she doesn't have feelings for Mikey anymore,” Yuzuha mumbled and her phone beeped, she looked through the screen and a big frown appeared on her face.

I stayed calm and patient, the phone in my hand beeped and I checked the text.

EMMA:
Can you come over? I will leave my window open ;)

ME:
Cool :) I will be there in minutes.

“um yuzuha” I cleared my throat and mumbled to get her attention, she lifted her face from her phone and looked at me in confusion, “i have to go, will contact you later.” I excused and got up, she was staring at me like I had horns over my head.

“what?” I shrugged my shoulders and she slowly shook her head and smiled.

“see you later.” she murmured.

Y/N'S POV

YUZUHA:
I swear I have no idea.

ME:
He doesn't even answer me back.

ME:
Just a few days apart and he is already fuck around.

I can feel the hate rushing through my blood, how can he be such an idiot? like I asked him if he wasn't okay with the idea of me helping Mikey, I will never do that but he said he was fine with it.

YUZUHA:
I would have asked him, but he hurried out.

ME:
where did he go?

YUZUHA:
Y/n! I don't know where I don't chase him like a spy.

ME:
Then get up and follow him, inform me I am joining you.

YUZUHA:
What do you mean? they won't let you leave the orphanage at this time.

ME:
To he with whoever tried to stop me, I am coming. get up.

YUZUHA:
Fine.

I rubbed my hands angrily and frowned. it was easy to leave this place, use Sanzu's name and that's all it takes. I was out in no time, my heart was beating louder than ever, what if he really is fucking Emma? I will be so heartbroken.

“hey!” I saw Hanma on the bike, coming towards me.

“why are you here?” I asked, watching him taking off his helmet.

“i am your ride,” he rolled his eyes and gave me the helmet.

in the meantime, I got a text from Yuzuha,

YUZUHA:
He is stopping at the shake shack, taking food I guess.